Mirror Images of My life

I'm on the way

2011-01-08T23:32:00.004+08:00

The week of Semester 4 is just officially end~
Many of my friends forced to go to Uni during Saturday o.O
Because they have to attend Malaysion Studies class.
I think I shall give Taylor's a BIG thank you ^.<
If not, I might be part of them too~

Unintentionally slept for almost the whole day!!!
One of the reason is about the whether...
The windy and cooling is just so suitable to sleep ^_^
The other reason is I got period pain V_V
I didn't take note about that and drank cold cincau yesterday~
Somemore, my body is still quite painful >_<
Especially my both legs T.T

I did nothing today except did my report halfway~
Need to wait for Dr. Leong to upload the fluorescence photo in e-Portal

Tomorrow, I'm going to experience something new ^^
Though I've been told that it was a quite-ok-experience only @.@
Nvm... Just wait for tomorrow lah ^_^

*Luan*

Happy ending~~

2011-01-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

I was happy yesterday and today~
Maybe it is just a small matter for other people,
But I really cherish they moment we have fun together ^^
Marshmallow, we are still the one-family-marshie <3

Recently, we are preparing a short dance for the Mpharm orientation.
(Maybe we are quite famous in IMU?? o.O I just say 'MAYBE')
Two minutes of the dance...
Easy??? sap sap water???
Totally N-O-!!!!!!!!!!!
The two-minute-performance is killing us :(
We were like a person who is having heart attack!!
GOSH~~~~~ We are super duper breathless @.@

Anyway, we did quite little well just now...
All of us were cheering after looking at the video of our dance practice ^^
I hope that we are just like that forever~
I'm really looking forward......

*Luan*

.:':. My Two 0 One 0 .:':.

2011-01-03T21:33:00.019+08:00

2010年~
对我而言, 这是非常特别的一年...
在这一年里, 我尝到人生的酸甜苦辣~
或许我的人生经历对别人而言不算什么,
但所有的事情我都还历历在目...

朋友们常对我说:
"为什么你的大学生活那么精彩?"
"我的大学生活很sien啊~"
"你就好咯~ 上了大学还能找到一群爱跳舞的朋友~"
是的!
我真的很庆幸我有Marshmallow ^^
因为Marshmallow, 我有了很多跳舞的机会~
虽然前阵子, 我们之间发生了一些误会，
但是我相信, 我们会变得比以前更了解彼此,
让我们更知道其实我们都很在乎彼此 V_V
我希望我们再也不要有争吵...
因为我真的很怕 :(
真的很怕....

以前, 我认为Bpharmer很骄傲...
原来, 我错了!!!
因为Orientation, 我认识了他们 ^^
Skywalkers n Q-Dos~
谢谢你们让我有机会当小小的舞蹈老师, 让我有大大的成就...
谢谢你们的汗水、努力、时间、精神、毅力与迁就...
打从心里，我想对你们说:
"我真的很感动~~~"
当然我也要感谢我的partner, VonVon :)

The Eight Sista~
想一想, 我们八个女生是怎样混在一起的呢?
有慈母样的大姐
做事十分谨慎、每次对镜头回避的二姐
被男朋友疼到极点的三姐
有疯狂Spongebob粉丝之称的Cat姐
外刚内柔的五姐
有暴力倾向的炸姐
喜欢跳舞的我
热爱拍照、First class honour的八妹
或许这就是缘分吧 :p
还以为扮姐姐、妹妹只会在小学和中学时期才有~
没想到我们还反老顽童 *o*
哇卡卡~~
这是种乐趣啊 ^^ v

我的一位朋友~
你应该不会来看我的blog~
有句话, 我很想亲自告诉你...
其实, 我已经不恨你 ^^
当你告诉我真相后, 我告诉我自己:
我这辈子都不会原谅你!!!
可是, 我没做到 :(
我不知道你从别人口中听到些什么...
我也不想知道~
因为我还是我...
好好的朋友, 最后变成朋友...
很悲哀吧...
也许就如你所说的: 没有永远的好朋友~

我的一位特别朋友~
想对你说的话, 我想你应该都懂吧...
真的很幸运我能留下来 ^^
知道这个好消息后, 我第一个想通知的人...
就是你~
可是, 我没有这么做。。。
因为我的去留, 对于我们而言,
已经不重要了~

我的2010年是如此的难忘...
你的呢? ^^

*Luan*

Terrible~~~

2010-11-03T13:26:00.005+08:00

Gosh!!!
First time I felt so helpless in exam hall T_T
Looking around, there is no one guide me to answer those questions...
Although I know that that is super impossible~~

I swear that I did my best in revision.
Why I still can't answer those questions perfectly?
Why am I still do those STUPID mistakes???
What the hell!!!!
I'm so tired.. depressed.. sad... feel like want to cry~~
I need a shoulder V_V

I know that the paper passed already...
Still have four more papers to go...
Yesterday, I told myself- It's ok that I didn't do well in Haematology paper, just do well in Bioanalysis tomorrow~
Who knows that today paper is worsen than yesterday paper!!!

As the papers go on, my confidence is fading V_V
My target -->CGPA 3.5 also starts to become far far away from me......

I really wish to reach my target becuase I will be given 30% off for the next semester tuition fee... And my Daddy's burden can be lightened too~~

*Luan*

Blogging mode is ON now~

2010-11-01T23:15:00.005+08:00

During exam, people will stop all their entertainment...
No facebook
No clubbing
No MSNing
No shopping
No gaming
All they do is get themselve in a closed room n drown themselves with all the NOTES.
Thinking of what is the BEST way to memorise all facts, lock them in their brain till sitting in the exam hall, vomit out on the nswer booklet...
And lastly, forget all those facts AUTOMATICALLY!!!
Wakaka~~~ Perhaps only partially will be forgotten ;)

Like me, exam mist always turn my blogging-mode ON ^^
Why it is so?
I also don't know...
Maybe this is one of the way for me to destress~
Instead of putting all the junk food into your stomach while you are trying very hard to memorise all those scientific terms ~.~

Microbiology paper is down....
The heaviest paper in Sem 3 EOS...
All the BM109ians were so relieved after walking out from the exam hall~

Guys, there are SIX more papers to go!!!
We can do it!!!!
We will proceed to Semester 4 together and NO ONE left behind ^^

*Luan*

vaneSSa makes her comeback on Blogger

2010-09-08T09:39:00.001+08:00

WoW~~ it has been almost three months I didn't update my bloggie!!!

Why do I come back this time?

Actually, I'm forced to do so because I'm having some bioinformatic class in this Semester.

Not only learning to create a blog. my LOVELY lecturer also asks us to get a TWITTER account =_="

Wakaka XD

Well, what I hav done within these three months?

Erm.. Quite a lot I think...

Of course there must be DANCING!!!

*I can't live without DANCING ^^*

And also there are a lot of incidents in this period..

which made me happy, sad and disappointed~~~

But nevermind... That's my life...

It comes to me and what I can do is just accept it~

Because that is dedicated to me and not other people ^^

*Luan*

感觉又回来了~

2010-06-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

I went to Singopore with my family today.
We didn't went there to play or visit.
Swen is going to stay in Singapore V_V
In the past two months, she travelled to ann back from school everyday.
It is quite tiring to her as well as my Dad~
I think staying in Singapore is a better solution for her...
At least she could have more time to spend on her study...
No need to waste time and energy on transport ^^

Actually, I feel that the structure of the room is quite weird de :(
Maybe the location is Singapore??? I don't know la~
Anyway, the old couple who are staying with her, are kind and caring ^^
They are not the TYPICAL Singaporean :p
After tidying up the room, we went to Sakae Sushi to have lunch~
My little brother was so excited to sit beside the sushi bar!
Maybe he plays the Restaurant City too much already :0
JX, 想你的第四十九天... 昨晚临睡前, 我突然想起我的两位朋友(一男一女) They were couple before.. when they broke up that time, I was very angry with that guy because he gave me a stupid reason! But now, when I think back what he told me, I'm wondering maybe he got his point too~

*Luan*

Sick season 2

2010-06-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

Argh!!!
I hate the SICK feeling!!!
I feel no strength at all...
Sore throat came first, then flu and last cough :s
I don't want to see doctor!
But in the end, I have no right to refuse :(
My mum just help me to register and ask my dad to send me to the clinic.
Ishhh!!!
I want to prove that our body immune system can function WELL without any medicines!!!

My brain keeps thinking of the performance...
Suddenly, I feel so streesed after listening to cy's talk V_V
I know that he is telling the truth~
And I know I should be prepared to face that...
Haiz~ I want to prove that we can make it...
But, my confidence is like keep falling~
Who can give me acknowledgement?
Who can give me encouragement?
Who can give me support?
Or I need to depend on myself till the end?

Anyway, I will strive for the glory till the end..
Even i just have a little of strength~
Just don't care about others' thinking....

*Luan*

Sick Season =(

2010-06-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

Swen was sick yesterday...
She called my Dad to fetch her back from custom.
Then, my Dad was busy that time and he asked me to fetch her back.
WHAT?!!
I just followed my Dad to the custom ONCE!!!
Cham lah :S
If I let my Mum know that I'm not sure about the way, she'll be very worried..
So, I pretended that I 'know' the way well.
Actually, I know the way but not very sure :p
Luckily, I reached there safely and didn't sesak...
Wakaka!!!
Well.. Swen gets better today =)
Of course lah.. My Mum takes care of her so well ;)
Then, in turn, my little brother got sick :S
Haiz...
Hope that he can get well soon lah~
And I don't want to get sick!!!

*Luan*

A slight change...

2010-06-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

"Ring! Ring! Ring!"
When I looked at my handphone, it showed 5.30 am!
Goshhhhh!!!
So early?!!
When I wanted to sleep back, I just realise that I need to follow my Dad to send Swen to custom.
Aiyo~ I was so lazy to get up :(
I have no choice loh because my Dad will be outstation next week.
So, I need to learn the new way to reach custom~
After sending Swen, I straight away go back and sleep on my lovely bed ^_^
Wakaka~~~
Then, I was woke up by Mum :(

I planned to cut my hair but the shop is closed on Mondays..
So, I decided to practise my dance...
I don't have big mirrors at home but I fully utilise the big windows of the front door ^^
Sounds so cool ;) HahaHa...
But I didn't dance very long because my Mum kept nagging me to take bath :(

Hehe~ I cut my fringe myself ^^
So long didn't have a short fringe ady...

*Luan*

At home now~

2010-05-31T10:39:00.006+08:00

Finally, the semester break is here...
I planned to come back on last friday or saturday because I haven't finish learning and teaching the dance steps :(
But, my mum ORDERED me to reach home at thursday :s
I have no choice loh because she is the Queen at home~
After getting my EOS result, I quickly rushed to the bus terminal.
That stu*id IMU!!! Delay the result releasing time!!!
They gave an excuse that the printer was OUT OF SERVICE!!
OMG~ They should print out the slip just one day before the result release mah..
Speechless loh @.@
Luckily I didn't buy the bus ticket earlier... If not, I rugi le lah :(
Anyway, thanks to Hui Yee who willing to send me to bus station.

Mummy said we didn't take photos for so long already...
Is it? I wonder V_V Hehe...
Nevermind lah.. Just took some lo...

At last, I meet my secondary friends... Jie Hui, Sook Fui, Chun Ling ^^

We didn't meet up for two years le loh...

Sook Fui was so excited when she heard about I'm going to hang up with them ^^

We had our Japanese lunch in Taman Gaya...

Then, we drove to Mount Austin there to find a cafe called Mind Twister Broad Game Cafe.

Yeah! That cafe is really cool!

Service --> 4/5

Food and Beverage --> 3/5

Environment --> 5/5

Price --> 4/5

Games --> 6/5

This was my first time spending happy hour with friends in game based cafe...

Next time, I, at least, have a new suggestion for the gathering :)

We play game, eat, drink, chat...

And of course taking a lot of photos~

.:Ugly~Ugly~UGLY~:.

.:Rat-a-TatRat:.

.:When will be our next gathering:.

*Luan*

Sweet~

2010-05-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

After the Cameron Highlands trip, I have been preparing for the orientation performance.
I can't deny that:
It is so tiring :(
Anyway, I have a good dance kaki, Yee Vonne work together with me ^^
I have done the choreo for the boys and girls.
Then, I realise that boys' dance is more 'yeng' than girls'~
How can it be? NO WAY!
Show them that GIRLS can dance well too :p
Don't misunderstand.. I'm not a perfectionist...
Just that, I want to make the performance to be more attractive ^_<

Erm...
Something special happened today ^^
Maybe you really don't know...
Maybe you are pretending...
Oppa, at least you know that by now ^^
JX, 想你的第三十一天... I will remember 24th of May 2010~ A memory of missing you 30 days ^^
*Luan*

I miss Cameron Highlands~

2010-05-23T19:25:00.004+08:00

I just came back from Cameron Highlands last two days.
This time, I went there with my friends.
Actually that trip is considered as a celebration after Sem 2 EOS
although we don't know our result yet... Hehe~
Hope that it will be fine to all of us~

I really feel like want to stay in Cameron Highlands for longer time.
I can totally forget all the stress, pressure and enjoy the nice, cold, refreshing breeze~
Although we don't have transport to travel around, we did enjoy the walking time.
Chatting, laughing and hala-ING all the way!
That was a really cool experience ^^
And also, we went for jungle trekking!
That was my first time being so close to a lovely jungle~
At the same time, I really realize that we must start to contribute something to our mother nature...
She has been sacrificing for so long!!!
This was the first trip with my batchmates.
Hope that there will be more to come before I go to Australia...
Haiz~ I'm going to miss them terribly V_V

After coming back from Cameron Highlands, it is the time to prepare the performance for the upcoming orientation~
Haiz...
I'm going to sweat a lot, getting tired everyday, getting tired of learning the dance steps...
But I know that I'll enjoy the process ^^
I think I should have this positive thinking to make myself more energetic ;)

The class is going to start tomorrow!
Hope that it will be a good start ^^
JX, 想你的第二十九天... I have been missing you for almost one month~ But are we getting closer to each other within this one month?
*Luan*

Exam mode~

2010-05-13T13:12:00.003+08:00

Three more papers to go!!!
Organic Chemistry, Biochemistry and Pathology :(
We are so kesian =_=
Even Saturday also need to go to uni...
Sit in the cold exam hall...
Stimulate our brain juice...
And VOMIT what we had memorised~
I never have exam on Saturday before...
Maybe it will be a good experience ;)

Finally I can be lazy for a few hour to facebooking, blogging and sleep!!!
I just slept for one and a half hour yesterday nah :(
I never had that "MUCH" sleeping before! Really break my own record le loh~

Share an amazing thingy with you guys...
Yesterday I da bao nasi pattaya from the a Malay stall just opposite my campus.
I was too hungry and straight away had it although that time was just 4 something in the evening.
Then, when I had my first scoop, I chewed something like sotong.
I thought that hawker is so good.. put sotong in the nasi pattaya..
After that, I didn't see any sotong again :(
Then, I thought that hawker put so little accidentally~

After I finished my meal, took my bath and started to revision,
I suddenly think of that sotong-like thingy...
Was it the real sotong???
NO!!!! It was NOT~~~
It was a piece of polystyrene!!!
When I ate that time, I noticed that the polystyrene container had a cacat edge.
I thought that maybe it was burned by the fire..
But, after I think back deeply, it seems like that sotong-like thingy was really like the polystyrene~~~
OMG!!!
My GI tract is contaminated T_T
Some more, I ran in and out from the toilet many times in this morning~
Maybe not due to the polystyrene~ It is because of the food is too spicy...
OR the food is not hygiene???
I don't know nah @.@
Luckily, the condition didn't become worst~
If not, I can't attend the Pharmacology paper ady~
But now, I still can feel a little bit unease in my stomach V_V

The moral of the story is...
NO POLYSTYRENE!!! Bring your own tupperware is the BEST choice ^^
I did bring my tupperware yesterday but the portion is so big...

JX, 想你的第十九天... forgot to highlight the sentence with white in the previous post~ hope that he didn't see it ^^

*Luan*

Mou liu~

2010-05-11T16:50:00.009+08:00

I just heard a super "mou liu" (nonsense) stuff from my San Jie.
There is a super idiot girl did a very idiot thingy!
I can't understand why there is this kind of mou liu people in this world!!!

Let the idiot girl be "A"; my San Jie be "C" and
The guy be "B" who is the A's current bf and my San Jie's ex-bf..
This A created a facebook account with the profile name of her bf and my San Jie.
Then, the A randomly added the friends in my San Jie's friend list.
And the A uploaded some of the past couple photos when my San Jie and the B were together.
The most terrible thing is the A left some sarcastic comments on each photo!
Something like:

Wah~ you both look so sweet ^^ But that was the past!

What the hell @o@
After my San Jie knew about it, she reported the account as a fake account in facebook.
So, the account was deleted!
Mana tau?!! The A reactivated the account!!!

I don't know how she did that.. and I also don't want to know!!!
It was so annoying loh!!!
Shame of you lah, IDOIT!!!

The B is yours now!!! What do you still want?
You don't even trust your boyfriend!
How are you going to continue with him?
Haiz~
I won't spend my free time on this nonsense, meaningless and stupid thingy~
I just want to warn you that never ever disturb my San Jie again!!!

JX, 想你的第十七天... I'm so happy when you smsed me to wish me good luck in exam ^^

*Luan*

Closer to you

2010-05-09T14:30:00.004+08:00

Stress nah!!!
I hate EOS...
It disturbs my normal life style :(
But I won't be stress up till langgar dinding :p
Hehe....
I try to listen to some old songs and I found out one song which is really NICE...
The singer, Hanz, is not a famous singer.
He is just a cafe singer.
I remember that I found this song in his blog~
It is 100% composed by himself!
I like the melody and the meaningful lyric~
Don't you think so? o^_^o

Closer to you by Hanz

你让我做了件好幼稚的事情就是对镜子练习
每天幻想遇见你的时候该怎么开口说第一句
How are you How do you do
连自己的名字都忘记
I think I in love with you
想带着你绕地球散步

Gonna do everything to get closer to you
我的心开始感觉在乎
听起来像是遥不可及的路
我可以慢慢等慢慢进步
Gonna do everything to get closer to you
你的笑填满我内心深处
那些爱那些苦那些付出
It's alright It's ok
I do~

JX, 想你的第十五天...

*Luan*

Lie

2010-05-07T23:48:00.005+08:00

LY and I were planning to stay back in campus until 12 midnight.
Purpose: Do revision :(
Tapi, our plan kena 'spoiled' by someone!!!
That someone is KM.

Tomorrow will be their First Month Anniversary~
So, the romantic fellow wants to give his girl a surprrise.
But, her girl wants to stay in campus to do revision.
This clever fellow called me,

"Help me to get her go back home early! I want to give her surprise. I know that she wants to teman you to do revsion...
(ello~ excuse me! I didn't ask your girl to teman me loh! She also wants to do her revision, ok?)
Just LIE to her that you are not feeling well and want to go back early~"

OMG!!! You dare to ask me to LIE to my ji mui?!!
At first, I don't wan to help him~
And he talked to me with a bit RUDE tone..
If I don't help him, then that is not my STYLE :p
At least I can know that he is not in play-play mode...
I thought of that before...
But everything is so clear now!
I'm really happy for you, LY ^^

想你的第十三天... 我的情绪被你的情绪牵动着~ 你说你不知道你会不会像KM这样, 为了女朋友做出这么浪漫的事情... Don't worry... There is a girl who is willing to do that for you... And that girl in me~
*Luan*

Raining...

2010-05-07T00:52:00.006+08:00

As usual, I stay back in campus with Leay Ying until kena halau by the guard.
Today, I revised on Pharmacology for the whole day~
I hate...

Chemicals signaling
Chemicals transmission
Central Nervous System
Autonomic Nervous System
All the drugs!!!!

Atropin, Hyoscine, Pirenzepin, Tropicamide, Ipratropium, Gallamine, Neostigmine, Physostigmine, Edrophonium, Hemicholinium, Vasomicol, Botulinium, Suxamethonium, Tubocurarine....

Haiz~ What to do?
Just eat all the notes and vomit all OUT during EOS~~~

Finally, my Er Jie, Hwee Jin came today~
And I got to see her new permed hair ^^
She looks really nice with wavy curly hair...
I wish to have it but my Daddy won't let me to do that :(
JX, 想你的第十三天... 雨天里, 我发现想你的次数变得更频密~

*Luan*

Where is my house?

2010-05-06T01:35:00.004+08:00

In these few days, I have been dying for revision >_<
I can do that if my little brain has photocopying function ^_<
I just realised that I stay in campus about 13 hours!!!
Gosh~ Which is my home?
IMU or Vista C @.@
After the library closes, I move to other place where can be used until 12 mignight...
Lucliky, I got Leay Ying to teman with me~
Haha.. We burn midnight oil together :p
The progression for today is quite satisfied~
Perhaps I can maintain the 'speed' tomorrow ^^
JX, 想你的第十二天... 我会一直这样数, 一直数到你发现为止~ 如果你发现了, 能不能告诉我?

*Luan*

Step by step~

2010-05-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

Yeah~
I got a good progression in my revision today~
Yesterday, I was sick V_V
Luckily it was just a minor fever...
I ate chinese medicine and slept for half of a day~
Then, I'm ok already ^_^
So, I need to buck up today~
Maybe because of the sufficient rest, it boost up my revising speed?
Wish that I can have such efficiency everyday~
Anyway, I'll try my very best in my coming EOS...

EOS!!! I don't scare of you!!!
JX, 想你的第十天...

*Luan*

Family.Love

2010-05-03T02:10:00.005+08:00

I just realized that I have been so long didn't chat with my family.
Most probably about one week gua~
So, I called my parents just now.
They were watching TV drama at that time.

I talked to my Dad...
I complained to him that my brain is going to burst!!!
.: going to sit for EOS next week :( :.
I concern about his health problem~
And I feel so relief when he told me that he can eat as usual ^^

I talked to my mum...
As usual, her first question for me:

"What did you eat for your lunch and dinner?"

Maybe you will feel nagging after many times~
But for me, it is so warmly o^_^o
I complain to her that my brain is going to burst!
And she said,

"Don't aim too high lah, Luan~ Just try your best and that is more than enough."

Again, I feel so warm~
I think I'm having more encouragement now~
And I also told her what was happen around me in the past few days.
Although those are not big deals, I enjoy the chatting with my mum ^^

After that, I back to my revision again~
Family support is always the BEST 0^_^0
JX, 想你的第九天...

*Luan*

Hesitating~

2010-05-01T14:17:00.005+08:00

做出如此的决定, 我开始犹豫:
“这个决定, 值得吗?”

为了远处不知能否到达的风景
而放弃现在我身边的风景...
我想: 值得吗?

不论值得、不值得,
不论有没有结果,
我都愿意继续努力前进~
一步一步地靠近我想看见的风景...
JX, Missing you again ^^

*Luan*

I know that it's painful...

2010-04-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

I didn't expect that you will tell me that.
I didn't expect that it happened to me.
I really didn't know that~

You are brave enough to say that and I knowthat it's not an easy task for you.
I know that you need a lot of encouragement and I appreciate it~
I admit that you are a good guy with good personalities.

However, I still acts cruel to you and gave you an answer:
"No.."

Sorry~
My heart is occupied by someone~

*Luan*

Ice Kacang Puppy Love~

2010-04-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yer~
I thought that I can watch this lovely movie today...
In the end, all the tickets in Mid Valle and Pavillion SOLD OUT!!!
I was quite disappointed nah >_<
I don't care!!!
I swear that I will watch this SWEET movie SOON~
Even during study break... Hehehe :p

Since I can't watch the movie, I prepared lunch and dinners for my beloved housemates.
Although they didn't complain anything about my dishes,
I don't think it is GOOD enough!!!
The dishes taste a bit different from my mum's dishes V_V
But I can't figure out what is the 'deficiency'!!!
It's time for me to brush up my cooking skill again ^^

I found out something~
I don't know when it started~
I just know that it starts quietly and unintentionally~
.: I'm officially missing you, JX~ :.

*Luan*

End of Semester TWO

2010-04-22T14:31:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that today is the last day in Semester 2.
Time passes by us so fast!
What did I do during this period?
Study...
Dance...
Play...
Though there is presence of stress, disappointment, upset and frustration,
I still enjoy my everydays ^^
We should be grateful that we still have everyday even though your everyday is the same...

Well, now is the study break for me to prepare for the EOS!
I have promised my parents that I will try my very best to get 3.5 CGPA...
But I'm scared that I can't make it V_V
Haiz... Just try my very very best lah~

*Luan*

Relief~

2010-04-16T15:36:00.001+08:00

I just finished another class test today.
I think I'm quite ok with the result ^_<
After that, Mei Yeng and I went to redeem our nutritious food from the N&D seniors.
Actually, that is their semester project where they need to sell their product to us.
And marks will be given by their lecturers based on their earning, service as weel as FOOD!

The feeling after the finishing the test is so nice~
Although the EOS is coming soon V_V
But I don't care >_<
Just enjoy this moment first ^^

I received a call from my mum just now.

"Your daddy doesn't have colon cancer!"

Yeah!!!
I was so happy when I heard about that ^o^
On the other hands, my grandpa also just completed his op.
The op is very successful!!!
Just that he needs to stay in hospital for a few days...

Hmmmm~~
Everything is alright now...
No more worry...
No more disturbance...
It's the time for me to concentrate on my revision!

*Luan*

Back to the starting point~

2010-04-14T13:05:00.004+08:00

Recently, I retake part in Tzu Chi activities.
Honestly, I feel like joining Tzu Chi activities is really time consuming!
Everytime, I need to spend almost half day for a particular activity.
Especially during exam season and assignment season T_T
I really don't have the mood to enjoy it~
Perhaps that is my own problem- unable to manage my time properly.

Until last Sunday, I have changed my mind...
Actually, I'm quite lost during these two weeks~
Reports... Assignments... Class tests..
All come to me in one slot!!!
And also my father's and grandpa's health problem~
I really down and feel so depressed sometime, especially when I'm alone...
Thanks to Tzu Chi activities, it makes me feel better-er~
At least I know that, at this moment, I'm a lucky girl ^^

I went to the Sungai Buluh Leprosy Center to be volunteer of the day.
And I'm glad that I was there!!!
I really learnt a lot from those Gong Gong and Po Po.
They are my real life model~

Being a listener to someone, they can feel the presence of themselves.
Giving someone a big warm smile and hug, they will know that you care about them.

Yesterday, I joined another Tzu Chi programme- Xin Ya Jiao Yu Fu Dao Ji Hua.
I'm introduced to a ten-years-old little boy by shi gu.
And I'll be his tuition teacher for all the time~
It sounds like teaching but it is not~
We are not just giving them knowledge but at the same time,
We do need to try our best to show our concern and care to them.
I believe that every child has the equal chance to gain knowlegde~
Every child has their own cleverness~
It is just the matter of how they use it...

While I was teaching the little boy,
I had the feeling that I'm taeching my little brother~
And again, I miss my little brother...

*Luan*

Don't take him away from me~

2010-04-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

开心的乐谱已划上了句号。
现在的我正被伤心的旋律包围着...

我只希望他能没事!
或许是我太悲观...
再怎么乐观的我都无法说服我自己:
他一定没事的~

担心... 担心... 担心...
我真的很替他担心~
从接到璇打来的电话后,
我的脑子里不断出现负面的画面~
我尝试让自己忙...
做reports, 温习功课...
可是我只是在瞎忙!

朋友问我是否有哭。
我说，目前为止, 我只是处于担心...
因为我相信他一定会没事的!

"爸爸, 希望你会没事~"
这是我流着眼泪给与爸爸的祈祷...

*Luan*

Sweet & Happy melody

2010-04-09T23:16:00.001+08:00

Here I come..
Come back with a happy mode~
Why am I happy?
Because I see my friends have their happy ending ^^

~LY & KM~
I'm really happy for you both!!!

Fate is weird >_<
It comes silently..
As the same time, it fades off consciously...
Can it stay forever between the He and She?
Am I to greedy to have this kind of thought?
Perhaps I'm not...

Looking apart from the sweet melody,
I'm scared of one thing...
I'm scared that it will happen again...
I'm scared that I can't withstand the pain again...
I'm sure that I will never get the ability to immune it~
Will it happen again?
There's countless of possibles...
I can't change the futere...
But at least I can change myself~
Just get my part done
and the rest...

Just let it be~

*Luan*

Love is in the air~

2010-03-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

I know that I have been abondoned my blog for quite a long time.
I think it is about one and a half month?!!
Honestly, I don't have time to update my blog~
But, I did jot down the everything in my life journey ^^

Within this period, there are a lot of things happen which lighten up my life...

Light No. 1
- A lot of dancing performances

Light No. 2
- I'm the March Baby!!! I'm glad that I have a lot of friends celebrate my birthday with me! I got EIGHT birthday cakes for my 20th birthday!!! I 'll remember that forever~ Even until today, I still receive a present from Leay Ying... I really like the present which is so useful as well as meaningful for me ^^

I think Love Season is coming back o^_^o
Don't you feel there is Love in the air?
Ummm~ A nice breeze~

I would like to say congratulation to those couples and couples-to-be...
I'm happy to see this phenomena because...
Two is better than onE...

*Luan*

Sowoneul malhaebwa ♥

2010-02-12T22:29:00.005+08:00

This is the performance video during the IMU CNY celebration.

Guys, I think we had done a very good job ^^

Let's give ourselves a big big CLAP

*Clap~~~*

*Luan*

坦白

2010-02-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

最近，我身边的几位朋友都遇到同样的问题~

如果人与人之间能多一点坦白，
那么人与人之间的误会就会少一点~

既然决定要原谅别人了，
那么你就应该彻底地释怀,
给与他们改过的机会啊~
而不是对那个做错事的人耿耿于怀，
在他背后指指点点的...
这绝对不是君子所为!!!

~一种米养百种人~

*Luan*

Busy~

2010-02-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't come and update my blog already~
Erm...
As usual, I was so busy with dancing practice.
Last week, I went to studio to practice after class everyday!

"Yen Luan, don't you feel tired?"

Yes, no doubt~
I'm tired....
Howver, dancing is my hobby..,
And I'm so into it ^^

Well~ There are three more performance to go.
Actually, the performance that just passed, we think that we didn't do our best :(
We didn't achieve what we expected...
Although everybody claps and shouts for us,
we still know that we could do it much more betterer!

Haiz~
There is no use for me to keep Haiz-ING~
Hope that we can do it better for our next piece ^^

*Luan*

不知觉~

2010-02-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

昨天, 我失落了一整天。
大概是因为那件事吧~
一直到了晚上, 我的朋友-贤凯把我弄清醒了。
他好厉害啊!
从来都没有人告诉我这些...
他完全看穿了在我心里沉睡了很久很久的感觉~
或许他也有过同样的遭遇吧...

对啊~
或许一切就是这样啊~
一开始的否认, 渐渐地变成了习惯...
再慢慢地变成了一种自然~
每当被问到同样的问题时, 我都会说:
"没有啦~ 我们只是好朋友! 不要乱说啦~"

开始的否认，也就这样一直继续...
在这几年里, 我陪着他走过喜、怒、哀、乐。

看着他有了初恋，然后跟初恋分手。
当他正烦恼着要如何开口和她分手时，
我成了他的钻石听筒~

他经常会有一些古灵精怪的想法。
而我就是他最好的分享对象~
有时后, 我真的觉得他是一个不折不扣的怪人!
可是，这就是他啊 ^^

PMR的国文考到B，却不敢让女朋友安慰...
结果，他很不开心地拨电给我~
至少，当他不开心时，他还会想起我的存在...

再看着他怎样把现任的女朋友追到手...
看着他们甜蜜的样子...
看着他为了维持长距离恋爱而做出了许多的努力~
他再也没有怪怪的想法了...
因为他的女朋友不喜欢~

当他要出国留学时，我真的有百般的不舍...
他的离开让我掉了几天的眼泪。
突然间，我觉得我的身边好像少了一位我可以依赖的人~

因为长期的否认，
到最后我们只能以朋友收场...

是因为我在逃避吗?
我不知道~
我很肯定这些日子以来，
我一直视他为好朋友!
只是，我现在才发现，
原来我对他的感情不止是友情而已......

既然我对他的那份感觉已经沉睡很久了，
应该让它继续沉睡着，
最好是永远都不要苏醒~

我只想保持现状。
保持在好朋友的关系~
继续做他的听筒~
偶尔向他撒撒娇~
偶尔在MSN聊聊天，听听他的状况~

只要拥有这一切，
我就满足了~

*Luan*

再次见面~

2010-01-31T15:00:00.002+08:00

好久没见到他了~
还好他有良心, 记得空出他宝贵的时间来跟我哈啦~

原本我们打算在Sri Petaling吃晚餐的。
后来，他的女朋友约了朋友在Jaya One吃晚餐。
所以，我们也改变计划去Jaya One吃咯~

每次跟他聊天时，他都会提起他的女朋友。
终于，我见到了她的本人~
的确! 她真的蛮有气质的 ^^
看见他们之间的互动，我想: 他们的感情应该很稳定吧!
他现在的女朋友-XV和他之前的女友-YR真的是两个不同的人。
至少，XV的醋缸不会那么容易打翻 :D
反而是他有时拿XV没办法~

我们现在BBQ吃晚餐。
哇!!! 我好像很久没有吃顿正常的晚餐了~
吃得好饱哦~
他早就饿到没感觉了 ^^
之后，我们到Station One聊天。
他帮我点了一杯口味很特别的饮料。
Erm... 真的蛮好喝的 ^^

我们聊了很多~~~
或许你在旁边听，你会认为我们在讲废话。
可是对我而言, 那时非常珍贵的时刻~
因为我真的不知道，
我们什么时候可以再见面.....

除了聊天，当然也少不了合照。
我们只拍了几张照片~
不用紧 ^^
这样就已经足够了~
对于他，我从不抱有太大的希望...
十年的朋友, 竟然会记错我的生日....
哈哈哈~ 这就我最在乎的朋友 ^_^

短短四个小时的相聚，很快就结束了~
真希望我有冻结时间的能力!
可是，我没有能力这么做~
很巧的是，每次我们见面时，一定会有一方没散钱还对方~
哇卡卡 :)
这是，他就会说，互欠才会有再见面的机会。
听起来很有道理吧~
或许吧......

明天是XV的生日。
他就准备好她的生日礼物了~
真的委屈他了...
因为那份礼物真的很精致 ^^
昨天，当我看着我们的合照时，
我的眼眶不知觉地湿了...
眼泪也涌了出来...

我真的好失败~
我告诉过我自己绝对不能哭~
可是，我就是办不到!!!
他将我当时已收拾好的心情搞乱了~
不用紧啊~
你捣乱了，我就再收拾啊~
我还真希望你能再多搞乱几次...

我们之间的要好，时常会造成误会。
我们俩也觉得无奈~
直到现在，还是有朋友问我:"你喜欢他，是吗?"
这个问题将会是个永远的问题...
一个没有答案的问题......
或许我从来都没有认真的面对这个问题~

我只希望他能幸福、快乐 ^^

Luan*

January~

2010-01-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

I had my first practical in Semester 2 this morning.
It was a biotechnology practical session.
No lab coat is needed.
No goggles is needed.
We were just playing with 'Lego'!
Wakaka~

::A dipeptide formed bte glycine and alanine::

We are actually trying to build the structure of glycine, alanine, alpha helix and beta pleated sheet.
Don't think that this is an easy task!
When you start doing it, after a while, you will stuck at the middle!!!
However, it is an interesting experiment ^^

During dinner time, we (NC15) went to Miew Gai Restaurant to celebrate January babies' birthday.

OMG~ Why are there so many January babies?

My pocket punya hole becomes biger and bigger :(
Wakaka~
It has been long time ago didn't spend time with NC 15 already~

I really enjoyed the dinner ^^

::The January Babies in NC 15::

::Active members of NC 15::

*Luan*

The Earth...

2010-01-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

The Earth is giving us warning!
There was a earthquake happened in Haiti~
The Earth is sick~
The Earth is crying for help~
Don't you hear that?

When you are sick, if your parents are around,
They will bring you to visit doctor because they don't want to suffer.
However, the Earth is alone.
She doesn't have parent but She has us~
We must be grateful that we are protected by her.
Instead of paying back her kindness, those black-hearted bastards are killing and destroying her little by little!

To all the bastards:
Thanks for being selfish to the Earth~
Thanks for making 2012 become a TRUTH~

*Luan*

Hanging out!

2010-01-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

We just had two hours lecture today!!!
So, we decided to go n watch movie~
Actually, we planned it on monday already....
Wakaka~
Today is only the third day of Semester 2 leh~

We are so disobedient???

Aiyo, if we don't enjoy now, maybe we don't have free time later loh!
My friends were hunting new shoes for Chinese New Year.
But I didn't buy...

We also celebrated Cindy's birthday.
OMG~
I just realise that there are so many of my coursemates are January baby!
Cham lah!
I'm going to have a BIG hole on my pocket >_<

*Luan*

Loggie~

2010-01-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

"Happy birthday, Loggie~
May all your dreams come true ^^"

Early in the morning, I sent this birthday message to Cha Sheng.
Loggie~
This is the name I suddenly think of when I was typing the message.
Surprisingly, he likes this new name!
Wakaka~

I went to pasar malam with Hot Spot nang just now.
Just want to get some vegetables~
Because I don't want to get constipation >_<

*Luan*

属于自己的天空

2010-01-11T22:48:00.001+08:00

得知我的几位coursemates离开BM109。
因为他们没有通过补考~
Biodiversity~ I hate you!!!

Haiz~ 我们的人数变得越来越少了...
没办法啊~ 他们的去留不是我们能控制的 T_T
希望他们能跌倒后, 爬起来, 忘记之前的痛，
再去寻找属于自己的一片天空~

昨晚, 小弟打电话给我。
那时候已经很晚了~
我以为他睡不着...
原来, 他是肚子饿才睡不着~
可惜, 我不再他身边...

对不起, 伟~
大姐不能一直在你身边照顾你...

*Luan*

Home

2010-01-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

从台湾回来已经一个星期了。
"台湾是块宝岛"
这句话绝无半点虚假!
如果有机会的话, 我一定会在去台湾旅行~

今天, 我离开了我温暖的家, 回到了Vista C的房间。
我很庆幸, 因为我已经顺利通过Semester 1 EOS。
而且我的成绩也蛮不错的, 只是有待进步。
新的学期, 新的目标, 新的挑战。
我有信心我一定能做得更好,
因为我带着家人给与我的鼓励和祝福来面对未来的挫折和考验。

未来是个未知数。
虽然我不能掌控未来, 但是我能把握当下。
偶尔, 我们得学会试着望下比, 把握当下~
这是我爸爸最新的哲理 ^^

Daddy, Mummy, Swen, Ling, Woei,

I always miss you all~

*Luan*

Exciting!!!

2009-12-28T20:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah~
I'm going to Taiwan tomorrow!!!
Finally, I can step my feet on the Taiwan land!

Don't worry~
I'm sure that I'll share a lots of nice photos with you all ^^

Wish me a nice journey~

*Luan*

Going to Taiwan soon~

2009-12-26T12:48:00.003+08:00

So long didn't upload my blog already~
Because nothing special happen around me...

Basically, I'm waiting for the Taiwan trip...
Who knows there was an aerthquake happened last Saturday!
Luckily, the trip was not cancelled~

Erm.. Went for secondary schoolmates gathering twice~
They didn't change a lot but they change a little bit >_<
Besides that, my family start packaging our luggages.
I'm so unlucky~ I'm sick now~
I thought I can recover by using my own immune system.
Just like Jason says,

"Trust your immune system! Try to be happy then all the sickness will gone! Eating medicine will only bring side effect to you..."

But I have to go to Taiwan soon!
No time for my immune system to make antibody to engulf the virus~
Anyway, I think I'm fine now ^^

::My sisters and brother::

*Luan*

Holidays= Boring~

2009-12-11T11:59:00.002+08:00

Haiz~
Suddenly don't have any dance practice,
I feel like a bit weird~
I feel like nothing to do...
I fee like very empty....

I should enjoy my holidays, right?
Thinking of those my friends who need to resit any paper,
I should feel that I'm the lucky one ^^

Planning to go Taiwan on 20th of Dec, but due to the airline company's fault,
our trip has been postponed to 29th of Dec!
Which mean I can't join the wedding performance with Masquerade!!

I thought I can learn all the dance steps myself, go back IMU earlier and practise with Masquerade~
By this time, I really need to give up the plan!!!

*Luan*

Sexy Masquerade~

2009-12-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yeah~
Masquerade had done our second performance!
Actually, we did quite well~
But I think I'm the only one who ruined the performance!!!
Arghhhh~~~
Sorry guys!

::Sexy Masquerade::

Deng... Deng... Deng...
This was our costume for this time...
Nice?
We used three songs to make this piece of dance

- Chocolate love
- Wedding dress
- Genie

Jason taught us most of the dance steps.
Thanks, Jason ^^

How about Cy?

Cy?!!
He just taught us the Wedding dress and dumped us then go China gai gai >_<
Cy, you better buy souvenir for us!
If not.. Hehe... Our dai ga jie will know how to do
*Bler~*

This time, we tried some sexy dance.
And our Jason who is expert in this kind of dance, immediately got FANS already!!!
What the~~~
Excuse me, Jason~
We are not jealous, ok?
Maybe we have too, but maybe they just keep quiet?
Wakaka~
Just kidding lah~

Guys, trust me!
Jason was the most shinning star among us today ^^

::Sweet + Sexy::

We are going to prapare for another performance..
It is a wedding performance!!!
It sounds like so special, right?
The phenomena is so different~~~
Just wait for our Cy to come back bah...

*Luan*

Rehearsal~

2009-12-05T23:54:00.003+08:00

I woke up quite late today because there was no practice in the morning.
I found out that I'm really very tired.
I tend to stick on my bed although my alarm kept ringing.

We went to studio in the afternoon.
We practised in full dress.
OMG~ Our steps became very messy!!!
Arghhhhh~~~
*because of the cap? Just like we wear mask in the competition*
But, I think we will do well tomorrow...
Perhaps nah~

We took LRT all the way to Wangsa Maju and took cab to the Wangsa Maju Walk Mall.
Erm... We are the first group to do the rehearsal.
Thoughout the whole rehearsal, I'm not that satisfied with my performance >.<
Sometimes, I missed some steps.
Sometimes, my counting was too fast..
Somtimes, my position was not at the right place...
Arghhh~~~~
What happen to me?
Can I do well tomorrow?
Hope so lah~~~

Cy, thanks for your message ^^

Hey guys~ Good luck tomorrow weh!
You guys can do it! Just remember to sty calm and steady especially when you are wearing heels ;p
Go! Go!! Go!!! :p

I thought you forgot us already :p
Anyway, thanks for your support ^^
Don't worry~
We will do our best for MASQUERADE!!!

*Luan*

Relief~

2009-12-04T15:58:00.003+08:00

As usual, I went to studio to practise with Masquerade.
However, I can't concentrate sometimes.
I really worried about my result.

And now, I have no worry anymore~~~

I pass all the modules!!!

Some of my friends choose to check their result through online first.
But, I choose to straight away get the result slip from AAD~
I really happy when I look at the slip.
Although my CGPA is not that good (only 3.26~),
I really satisfied already...
Even my parent also said that it's ok!
Just work harder during next semester~

Dad and Mum,
Don't worry! I swear I'll get a higher CGPA in following semester!
How about 3.50? Wakaka ^0^
Hope that I can get it...

I'm quite surprised that my Organic Chemistry get an A-!!!
I thought that maybe I might just get a C+ for this module...
Sekali~~~ Hehe :p

Anyway, I'm really satisfied with my performance in semester one.
Hope that there is some improvement in the future!!!

Yap Yen Luan, give yourself a clap
*Clap~~~*

For my friends who need to resit any paper,
I wish you all the best in your coming exam.
I know that you can do it!
Nothing is impossible, ok?
Gambateh~~~
BM109 Boleh!!!!

*Luan*

Tomorrow is the DAY~

2009-12-03T22:41:00.003+08:00

My result will be out at 3pm tomorrow!!!
OMG~~~
Will I fail any module?
I'm gia gia now >_<
Haiz~ What to do now?
I can't change the fact.
Perhaps the fact is I didn't fail any module :p

Wearing high heels to dance for the whole day.
My legs are so painful nah~
I really admire those singers wearing high heels to dance, and even singing somemore!
My legs are really very tired already...
So, I didn't practicse at home after coming back from studio.
I took my nap straight away after having my lunch.
Then, I ate unhealthy dinner!
*Two packets of oat krutch and three small packts of tibits*
Hehe~~~
Once a time, I think it should be ok gua :p

Erm... I'm going to sleep now~
Tomorrow still has dancing practice and I need to face the TRUTH~
Good night ^^

*Luan*

蓝色高跟鞋...

2009-12-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

我的天哪~~~
星期一刚买的高跟鞋的鞋跟竟然这么快就坏了!
Haiz... Plastic鞋跟真的很不耐。
我就麻烦Alice带我去修。
幸好有Alice ^^
不然我就得自己搭的士到Carefour修鞋跟了...
谢谢你，Alice ^^

练舞练到忘了吃晚餐~
于是, 我和Alice一起打包粥吃。
哇~ 我好久没吃粥了 ^^

看到高跟鞋, 再想到今天是十二月二日,
突然间, 我想起他~
原本打算发封简讯给他的, 可是我才发现我已经把他的联络号码删除了~
如果我们还在一起的话, 我应该是穿这他喜欢的款式的高跟鞋帮他过生日。
这是我当时为他准备的惊喜...
但是, 谁会料到...
我变了~~~
除了想祝他生日快乐,
我也向再跟他说声: “对不起~”

*Luan*

My first absence...

2009-12-01T16:06:00.004+08:00

I suppose to attend the dancing practice at 9 this morning.
I woke up at eight o'clock this morning but I felt dizzy.
So, I planned to sleep for a while again.
When I wake up again, it was 10.25 am already!
I thought that I should be ok...
But I still can see a lot of stars surrorunded my head~
So, I decided to skip the dancing practice today.

This is my first absence for dancing practice~

I woke up again at 3.15pm just now.
Finally, I'm ok ^^
No more pening kepala *Yeah~*
So, I'm going to practise myself later ^^

Oh ya! Almost forgot~
Jason, thanks for your concern~
As you said, we just need to be happy, and everything will be alright ^^

*Luan*

Shopping with Masquerade~

2009-11-30T21:02:00.004+08:00

Masquerade rests today.
Rest = No practice but we did something else...
We shopped for our costume for the charity performance ^^
We planned to wear military clothes.
However, we couldn't find in Sungei Wang!
Haiz~
You know... It is very weird!
Sometimes, when you want to get something when you really need it, you can't find it!
When you don't need it, it appears everywhere~
Wakaka~
In the end, we changed our plan.
Want to know what we are going to wear?
Erm... Sorry, I can't let you guys know first ^^
Just wait for another five days nah~~~

Ee Ling and Ai Ling left halfway because they needed to catch their 'flight'.
So, just left Jason and me~
We had our lunch in Kim Gary.

::Jason is writing feedback for Kim Gary::

After that, we hunted for my black heels. We went to many shops...
And finally, I got it!!!
Jason, thanks for accompanying me ^^

我真的很期待我们的第二次 ^^

*Luan*

Dance-ING~

2009-11-29T23:23:00.001+08:00

Masquerade has been practising since last thursday.
The practice on the first two days were ok.
But, the practice on the third day...
OMG~~~
It was terrible!!!
We spent about 45 minutes to do the stretching.
We really stretched every part of our body!
And today, when I woke up, I really can't move my legs and hands.
I can feel the pain all around my body...
Even my butt~
However, after doing set of stretching, I can feel that my body becomes lighter.
Actually, it is not bad lah~

I went to watch Ninja Assassin with my housemates just now.
My idol, RAIN is awesome!!!
He is so yeng in the movie ^^

Yeah!
No dancing practice tomorrow ^^
Because we are going to Sungei Wang to buy our costume for the performance.
At least, I can curi tulang for ONE day.

*Luan*

Holiday-ING ^^

2009-11-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

My holiday is officially starts!!!
Six weeks that long nah~~~
Shout *o*

By the way, I didn't straight away go back to my sweet sweet home.
All because of the dancing practice~
Although my mum always nag me about this matter, luckily she is reasonable enough.
So that, I can enjoy my practice ^^

Today is my fourth day of my holiday.
Within these few days, there were something happened...

First, my Dell lappie spoiled!
It seems like my lappie needs to reformat...
OMG~ I'm going to lose all the things that saved in my C drive!
My photos and songs!
That is why I need to come to Uni to blog~

Yesterday, when I was ironing my clothes, I accidentally spoiled one of my blouse :(
Haiz~
I was so unlucky in the past two days~

Leay Ying and her gang asked me to sing K with them yesterday.
I have been so long didn't sing K already!
However, I couldn't go with them because I promise my housemates that I will prepare dinner for them..
Never mind lah~

Actually, I was quite enjoyed during preparing the dinner yesterday.
There were a lot of works needed to be done.
But, when you see them eat happily and praise that the food is delicious,
You will feel super contented ^^
When I told my mum that I prepared dinner for my housemates, she teasted me,

"You didn't ever cook for us also?"

"Mummy, at least I always cook Pan Mee for you all nah~"

Yup!
When I think back, I really very seldom cook for them...
So, when I'm at home later, what I'm going to do is:
Prepare lunch and dinner for my family everyday
Wakaka~
Hope that I can do it ^^

*Luan*

After the battle...

2009-11-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Finally, the battle was END!!!!
Yeah!!!
I feel so relief now...
Just hope that I won't fail my Organic Chemistry.
I want to pass! I don't aim for B+ or above anymore :(
*Pray*

Straight after the battle, we went to Pavilion to watch 2012.

*this is my first time been there ^^*

That was a super duper nice movie!

It was very awesome!!!

Hey guys, if you haven't watch it, go and watch!!!

It is worthy ^^

Then, we went to Times Square shopping.

I bought a new dress for myself.

Can you believe that one bottle of Elianto nail polish costs only RM 1?

It is a truth, ok?

Haha.... Because they are having promotion nah :p

So, I also bought it...

The feeling after exam is really nice...

No need to wake up very early to do revision...

No need to burn midnight oil...

No need to rush to Uni to sit for the papers...

No need to restrict myself that I can't online...

No need to scare that I'll not get enough sleep anymore...

Holiday-ING~~~

::Outside of Pavilion::

::The deers are glowing::

::Our cinema tickets ^^::

::Say BYE to EOS!!!::

*Luan*

I hate EOS!!!

2009-11-12T10:27:00.003+08:00

Haiz~
It has been donkey days that I didn't update my blog!
I wish I can blog everyday but I really can't make it =.=

Recently, I'm busy with my revision for the EOS (End Of Semester) exam.
Although there are only five modules being tested, those are heavy modules!!!
General Chemistry
Biological Science
Human Bioogy
Genetics
Organic Chemistry
Memorize, memorize and MEMORIZE~~~

I want EOS exam faster passes!!!
EOS, you get out of my life!
Don't disburb my easy life *Bler~*

Annoucement!!!
Masquerade will be back soon~
Yeah~ We can back tto those day we are together...
I really can't wait for the training and practicing sessions *shout*
Although it is tiring, we enjoy it ^_^

::We are Masquerade.Still Ur Mind::

Then, I want to hang up with my Subang friends!!!

They are nice + friendly + crazy + funny!!!

Liza

Woan Theng

Woan Shin

Nicolt

Anna

Lawrience

Vincent

Liancy.....

::YenLuan misses you all *MuackZzzz~*::

Hey, A1101!!!

I want to have gathering with you all!

Ze Xuan

Yan Bei

Slyvia

Let's go eat steamboat again~

Chatting in our favourite dessert shop- *Snowflake*

I really miss their desserts *Yummy^^*

::We are A1101::

I also want to meet up my primary and secondary schoolmates!!

I know that some of them might be oversea...

But it doesn't matter~

Those who are still in Malaysia, can we meet up someday?

Back to reality, can I make it?

Do I have enough time to complete my wish list?

I wish I can~

*Luan*

Having fun with friends~

2009-11-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

My study break just started yesterday.
Which means I can stay at home to study.
However, not only me, I believe that most of the IMU students like to go to Uni to do their revision.
In IMU, the most popular place for us to do revision:

Library (quite & collaboration area)- this place is extremely cold nah~~ But, many of us still like to go there to revise :p
PBL rooms- sad to say that medic students always used up all the rooms! Haiz~~~

For me, I prefer the library quite area~
In my gang, whoever go to Uni earlier will book a big big room.
If you want a nice room to study, you really need to do so!

::The Cup of BM 109 by YenLuan::

::Kawaii neh, right?::

Finally, I went to the pasar malam in Sri Petaling.
I always want to go there to shop but everytime when I plan to go, there must be something will potong stream! Haiz~~~
Just now, Owen, Leay Ying and I just about to cancel our plan (go to pasar malam) because it looked like going to rain!
But I don't care!!!
Raining then raining lah~
We have umbrella :p
Luckily, it didn't rain when we were shooping but started to rain when we finished buying all the things that we want!

::Mango beancurd::

::Do you know what is this?::

This is what we call 臭豆腐 (busuk taufu)!!!
OMG~~~
My dear Leay Ying like to eat this leh!!!
She somemore wanted to force me to try it!
In the end, I still try it,
But I quickly use my mango beancurd to cover the taste!
Trust me! Its taste realli like LONGKANG WATER!!!
Leay Ying, I can't under understand you~

*Luan*

Halloween Party

2009-10-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

I just had fun with my course mates in the Halloween Party yesterday .
I really scared that I will have no mood to attend this event because the result for Human Bio test and Intro to Lab Instrument test are coming out on the same day.
Luckily I got a nice grade for both tests ^^
If not, OMG~~~
Actually, that was a meaningful event.
All the entrance fee will be used to build water pumps in a native village in Kuala Selangor.

Can you imagine they just use drain water and the rainwater that accumulated in a small pool as daily water supply?

Helping people and having fun at the same time...
That kind of feeling...
Erm~~~ Not bad lah ^^

::Representatives from Health Science Batch 108::

I would like to thank Pui Yee for the suggestion of being an angel.
I really like the costume!!!
Although the costume brought some inconvenience to us,
We (Pui Yee, Esther and I) are the pretty angels on that day ^^
Wakaka~~~

::Angels and the Vampire MC::

::The puppets and the Clown::

::Those kids were really enjoyed::

*Luan*

Real Man Supports Woman

2009-10-27T19:08:00.003+08:00

Say 'No' to breast cancer!!!

To all my fellow female friends,
Breast self familiarisation is really important for us!
Breast come in all shapes and size.
They do not stay the same throughout life.
Monthly menstruation, pregnancy, age and weight changes mat alter the shape, size and fell of your breast.

Early detection and prompt medical treatment can save your breast and your life ^^

*Luan*

九王爷诞...

2009-10-26T00:47:00.003+08:00

刚和我的室友们到安邦拜九王爷。
原本打算乖乖待在家读书的...
但是我听说那种场景很热闹的哦!
所以我便决定和她们去凑热闹 ^^

上完香后，我们便开始游花园...
那里真的非常热闹捏~
就连外国人也忙着拍下他们认为新奇的人与事物。
我们边逛边吃...
有好多好多看起来很好吃的食物,
但我却不能试吃到所有的食物~~~
我已经违反了我的规则: 不能吃宵夜!!!

::人山人海::

::They are making 龙须糖::

::Shinning temple::

::Our supper::

::The night view of Ampang Temple::

*Luan*

无言以对...

2009-10-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

我不知道怎么形容我现在的心情...
失望?
应该不是吧~~
我从没抱着任何希望...

我想: 最贴切的形容词应该是错愕吧~~~
是我的问题吗?
是我的思想有问题吗?
我真的不知道!

It's time to change my mind-set~~~

*Luan*

I need some rest~~~

2009-10-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

I know that I had been so long that didn't update my blog.
Sorry about that...
Because I really don't have time to do so...
I'm serious~~~

Twenty-four hours is really not enough for me.
However, I know that everyone should only have 24 hours!
Why I have no enough time?
Is that my own problem?
Previously, I had a lot of class tests.
Don't think that those class tests are not important!
The marks we got will contribute to our final result!!!
Maybe I should have better time arrangement...

Last-minute-study is really BAD!!!
It causes you can't concentrate during lectures and fall asleep in front of the lecturers!!!
This is so rude towards the lecturers!!!
But I really can't force my mind works properly....
This is not the study life I want!!!

Cy said that falling asleep is VERY COMMON in IMU.

I really wish that I'm not one of them~

I swear to myself!!!
Starting from next semester, there is...

No skipping class unless there is any emergency
No falling asleep unless I'm sick
NO STUDYING LAST MINUTE

At this moment, I really need some rest...
That's all I want now~~~

May I?

*Luan*

Flash back~~~

2009-10-01T22:17:00.004+08:00

过去的假期中，我以IMU慈青的身份参加了慈青三天两夜生活营。
那是个非常具有意义的生活营~

那个生活营很特别...
他们没有令人high起来的营舞, 但是他们有令人感到满足的营歌。
他们没有精心设计的跑站游戏, 但是他们却传授我们平时在课本里学不到的人生哲理。
与其说那是个生活营, 不如称它为生命课...

生活在现今的乌烟瘴气的社会里,
一个充满恶性竞争、物质享受高、自私、贪婪的世界里,
我们已在不知不觉中被熏得失去自我、迷失方向...
这个生活营就像是漂白水, 洗涤我们的被污染的心灵和思想,
让我们找回当初真正的自己,
教导我们如何去爱我们身边的人和自己~~~

在生活营里，我学到了一些哲理。
而且我发现，
这些哲理真很有用!
它们就好像人生中的润滑剂，不会让我们原地踏步...

*降低自己的欲望，回归朴实的生活。
*真正的富有是知足。
*不能增加时间，只能减少浪费时间。
*不能理直气壮，必须理直气"和"。
*专心就是禅定。

::IMU慈青大家庭::

::敏薇. 燕鸾. 丽莹::

::慈~~~济~~~::

希望这些哲理能在你们的生活里起作用 ^^

I'm going to join this camp next year!

*Luan*

Is that me?

2009-09-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

When it started?

Should I continue or stop?

What should I do for this moment?

那将会是我生命里的主题曲，还是暂时性的小插曲?

我只明白: 希望越大, 失望越大~~~

I just want to know...

*Luan*

被唤醒的回忆

2009-09-26T21:43:00.005+08:00

不知不觉，我们的结局也发生了一段日子...

十个月又三天...

在回宿舍的途中，朋友问起我的过去式。

我很惊讶~~~

我竟然能平静地说出我们曾经拥有过的一切。

一滴眼泪都没流...

我想: 我真的彻底放开他了。
只要想起他当时的反应和他现在的一切，
我就不后悔当初做出的选择~~~

谢谢你曾经给过我的回忆...

*Luan*

Am I?

2009-09-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

我到底怎么了？

我在做什么？

是因为感觉惹的祸吗？

这感觉是对的吗?

*Luan*

Sweet sweet homE~~

2009-09-23T23:13:00.001+08:00

Finally, I reached my sweet sweet home!
*whee*
Actually, I reached JB yesterday evening.
Before that, I went to a camp.
It was a useful, interesting and meaningful camp~

As usual, once I just reached JB, my daddy sure will bring us out for dinner.
We went to StoneGrill again~
This is my first meal in JB...
*yummy!!!*

::Prawn and Lamb::

This morning, my youngest brother was so nice!
He volunteered to help mum to mop the floor.
But, mopping seems like a quite hard job for him nah~
So, my daddy mopped with him...
Attn: My daddy didn't mop the floor quite long le loh~

::CheeseZzz::

::双抹合拼::

Home is always the paradise~

*Luan*

蓝色的九月

2009-09-16T07:49:00.002+08:00

昨天一早, 当我起床时,
发现外面正下着绵绵细雨...
有种让人不想起床的感觉~
起床后的我突然觉得很down。
我不知道我是怎么了...
或许是因为那另人陷入忧郁的天气吧~~~

我的九月...
一个充满忙碌、伤感、不舍、心事重重的月份~
Agnes去了印度深造...
我的室友的男朋友去了俄罗斯读书...
我的小房间更是blue~
功课接二连三地向我冲着来!
它们的脚步好快，我也不能怠慢...
唯有咬紧牙关跟它们比赛~

"Yen Luan, why you are so emo recently? This is not you!"

这个问题让我有点愣住了...
了解我的朋友应该都知道我很情绪化...
尽管如此，我只想说:

“人生其实就好像跷跷板。
当你掉到最低的时候，
之后将会是你反弹高升的时候。
当你升起来时，
你就会忘记之前的失落。。。”

Waiting for my rainbow to appear~~~

*Luan*

什么东东!!!

2009-09-14T23:01:00.003+08:00

After finished my practical, I went to have my lunch with Li Ting and Vnice.
As usual, I ate the economic rice.
*That is the only food that I think I'll feel full after eating it*
I asked for small amount of rice...
That is my habit >_<
Then, I took the dishes...
This was my lunch~~~

It seems like very delicious, right?
And the nutrition is also ngam ngam...
Carbohydrates...
Proteins..
Fibres...
Vitamins...
Don't worry!!!
It costed very cheap~~~

RM 6.80!!!!!!

Cheap?!!! Your head lah!!!

I only took FOUR dishes~~~
I really want to make complain to the Student Services!!!
*Credit for them: the dishes are quite delicious*

I miss the economic rice in Asia Cafe so much~

*Luan*

Life after that~

2009-09-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, the competiton is over.
So, there is no more dance practice.
Suddenly, I feel that something is missing in my life~

Time to study now!
I can see a lot of class tests are saying "Hi" to me =_=

"Can I just ignore you all?"

"We dare you! :p"

Haiz~~~
I really need to settle down now.
I still have two practical reports and one 800-words-essay haven't done yet!
There will be another FOUR practical sessions on next week!
OMG~~~ I'm going to faint >_<
It seems like there is no end~~~

::Miss the moment with Masquerade::

feeling stressed now~

*Luan*

Masquerade did it ^^**

2009-09-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

We win in the GO MAD Dancing Competition!!!
Let's cheer for us!!!
*cheer*
I ♥ Masquerade~~~

This is my first time took part in dancing competition.
And I got the glory...
It is not only my hardwork but ours!!!
Because of Masquerade, I got it~
是你们让我有机会拥有这份喜悦和满足感 ^^

Friends, thanks for your support and shouting~
I really appreciate it ^^

丽莹，你的那番话真的激励了我不少。
没想到我的努力竟然能让你感动~~~
没错! 我真的很努力、认真地想做到最好...
我想: 我做到了。

Cy, 你没有选错人^^
Hope that I didn't disappoint you...
I know that you might not see this post.
I rather hope that you will not see it or you will say that what I said is very 肉麻...
Please lah... Those are my 真心话~~
Cy, I would like to thank you again for bringing me and become part of Masquerade.
Jason, thanks for suggesting my name to Cy.
If not, Cy won't get me ^^

这一切都是我们的缘分~~~

*Luan*

Friends, I'm sorry~~

2009-09-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

I just completed my statistics project just now.
After handing in the project to Dr. Nadeem, I feel so relief...
But somehow, I feel so guilty~

I lost my temper in front of my group members!!!
I didn't shout at them...
I was just threw my things on the table (not that strong lah!)
All the Microsoft Word's fault lah!
Make me so annoyed and pissed off!!!
And I forgot to bring the questionnaire forms.
So, I was forced to go back home and take it.
Before that, I already went back home once to get my transcript of my A-Level result.
I'm supposed to submit it to the Admin Office after I got it.
However, I'm quite busy with many stuffs and I almost forgot about it!
I know that busy is not a excuse!!!
But, I'm really tired~~~

And also the printers in E-labs and library!!!
When you want to use it emergency, they always can't function at all!!!
WTH~~~~
Then, I went to Leay Ying's house to use her printer.
I feel so paiseh loh...
丽莹，幸好还有你 ^^

Friends, I know that you all have done very well for your part respectively.
I shouldn't lose my temper in front of you guys.
I'm really sorry~~~

*Luan*

Back to origin...

2009-09-03T21:55:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired now...
All I want now is...
Give me some proper rest~~~

I want to have proper sleeping time.
I want to sleep and wake up early.
I want to dance but at the same time, I'm able to take care of my study.
So far, I still manage to do that...
I don't want to fall asleep during any lecture.
I don't eye bags.
I don't want to finish any assignment or project at the very last minute.

大学的生活很新鲜、有趣^^
每天一定会有不同的生活乐谱...
不用过着像以前的求学生活:
上学，放学，回家，补习，吃饭，洗澡，做功课，睡觉~~~

但是，我何尝不想慢下来，
让自己轻松一下呢?
Cy上个星期才问我是否开始感到压力了。
我还很轻松地说:"Semenster 1而已，还没酱快啦!"
怎么知道，压力在这个星期成了不速之客~~~

所谓: 既来之，则安之。
既然它想挑战我，那么我就奉陪到底!
看是你无情，还是我意志力强 :p
你有的是杀伤力，
我有的是家人的鼓励，朋友的陪伴和Masquerade的精神!!!

别但心，我才不会这么快就倒下...
我只是想要...
休息~~~

*Luan*

Getting closer~

2009-09-02T14:43:00.004+08:00

We, BM109 went to Port Dickson Beach just now.
Don't think that we are so free that having extra time to relax.
We went there because we need to collect different species of algae for tomorrow experiment.
Tissue culture experiment!!!
It sounds very interesting neh~~

I have been studying in IMU about one and a half months.
And my first class test will be held on next Thursday :(
Uni life is really different from last time...
And I prefer Uni study life although it is quite tiring.
The most important is I'm part of Masquerade!!!
Apart of these, I noticed that we, BM109 are getting closer and closer~
I'm quite happy to see that ^^

::Celebrating September babies' birthday::

::BM109 female batch representative, Pui Yee::

::We are BM109~~~::

::The most hyperactive girl in BM109, Jennifer::

::Playing beach ball in the sunny day::

Hope that we will have more and more sweet memory~~~

*Luan*

New appearance*

2009-09-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

Finally, my blog got its new cloth already!
But, I still want to add somthing on it.
It seems like very empty neh~~~
Never mind!!
When I'm free, I'll decorate my new blogskin ^^

I'm going to Port Dickson Beach tomorrow!!!
We are going to play crazily but that is not our main purpose...
We, BM109 is going there to collect some algae which will be used for our experiment.
Initially, we still have english class after coming back from Port Dickson.
However, our English lecturer, Miss Sheba is so kind that to let us postpone the class!!
Yeah!!!
We are going to enjoy extremely tomorrow~~~
Just see how MAD we can be!

I'm going to have dance practice straight away come back from Port Dickson ^^
OMG~~~
I guess I'll be super tired tomorrow...
But never mind lah~~~
As long as I enjoy happily ^^

*Luan*

Masquerade-6 IN 1

2009-08-30T18:21:00.005+08:00

Introducing Masquerade~~~

Ai Ling- the super singer

Cy- the choreographer

Ee Ling- the Lao Da

Jason- the attentive corrector

Shiat Nee- the most energertic

Yen Luan- the junior

FYI, we are having a competition on 8th of September in IMU.

Friends, if you are free, please come and support us~~~

I'll appreciate it ^^

Masquerade的诞生开始了我的dancing life。

一直到今天，我依然难以相信我是他们的一份子，

跟他们一起练舞，一起并肩作战...

我从来没想过要参加比赛~~~

我之所以会参加这次比赛，不是因为要让自己famous!!!

而是纯粹想帮Cy凑足人数!!!

难得他们看得起我，试试也不错啊~~~

Cy, thanks for giving me a chance to be part of Masquerade ^^

I'm proud of myself!!!

跳舞对我而言只是一种兴趣，

觉得哪首歌的舞蹈好看，就去youtube找那首歌的MV,

下载那首歌的MV，然后自己学...

第一次接触舞蹈的时候是我Form 4的时候。

当时，我们身为junior的必须在QM Farewell Party呈现节目。

我第一次学的舞是快乐崇拜!

一直到现在，我还记得那首歌的舞步 ^^

当时的我跳的很生硬、不自然...

简单来说，我根本不是跳舞的料!!!

再加上我长得胖胖的...

Haiz~~~ 没希望了...

那次的打击让我没勇气再跳舞了!!!

上了Pre-U, 在一个机缘巧合下，

我的朋友-Josephine说她想看我跳舞!

当时的我灵机一动，决定在她生日当天跳给她看，

作为她的生日礼物...

我选择跳罗志祥的幸福猎人，

因为我个人觉得这首歌的舞步很可爱 ^^

朋友生日当天，我跳给她(和一群朋友)看。

当我看了他们录下我跳舞的影片后，

我自己都被吓到了!!!

我一直问自己: Is that me? Is that me? Unbelievable!!!

我的舞技受到朋友的肯定。

我真的很开心!!!

同时，我的信心和勇气也回来了~~~

*Luan*

Dancing makes me awake

2009-08-29T17:46:00.001+08:00

Today is our third dance practice.
Everything went smoothly today.
At least, we have finished all the dance steps.
Just that, we still need to polish all the steps.
Everybody was in good mood today, especially Cy ^^
I think maybe because he just finished his test and went out with his gang yesterday.
He smiled a lot during the practice.
I prefer he smiles~
Another special incident: Ai Ling and I wear the same colour shirt!!!

::Our shirts are so colourful::

In the end of the practice, Cy 'forced' us to take big head photo (大头照).
Wakaka~~ It was so funny when everyone of us shouw our big head!

::My big head photo::

Want to others' big head photos?

You guys can go to my facebook and view it ^^

After that, we went to have our lunch together.

Previously, we went to Miu Gai Can Teng.

This time, we went to No Fusion Restaurant.

A special restaurant name, right?

The food is really delicious!

The appearance of the food is exactly the same as the picture shown in the menu.

I like it~~

::My order::

I just know that Cy and Jason had another dance practice later!!

OMG~~~

They must be extremely tired loh!!!

Gambateh neh!!!

After that, I went Pudu bus station to buy bus ticket.

BUT!!!

I bought for the wrong date!!!

I just realised when my dad asked me when will I go back home!!!

OMG~~~

How can I be super duper dai tou ha?!!!

No choice lah~

I need to go back and ask that fellow there can change or not~~

Haiz....

I hate myself!!!!

*Luan*

Nostalgia~~

2009-08-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

Mei Siah and I went back to Taylor's University College to get my A-Level transcript.
Thanks to Melissa ^^
Thanks for driving us to Taylor's..
She is really a very caring friend~~~

Finally, I was back to TUC.
I have many sweet memories there~
With my classmates...
With my teachers...
All will be kept deeply in my mind and heart forver~~~
I had a sense that I'll meet him...
My sense was right!
I met him but I didn't say hi to him...
I know that I need to really get him off from my mind!
And I think I already did it~~

I met my juniors, Kelly and Clarissa.
I also met Miss Kalppana and Miss Ho.
I didn't talk much with them because they still have classes at that time.

After that, we went to Asia Cafe to have our dinner.
We kept introducing those yummy food in AC to Melissa since she said she never been AC before.
I miss the chicken porridge so much~~~
So, I ordered a bowl for myself.
Mei Siah ordered her favourite food too, vegetarian zap fan..
Melissa ordered spicy pan mee..
she complained that it is not spicy enough

We were thinking to have dessert after our lunch.
SNOWFLAKE~~~
This was the shop that first came across my mind!!!
But it only opens at 1pm...
We finished our lunch at around 12.30pm...
We couldn't wait until 1pm because we still have class on 1.30pm.
Melissa didn't have the try their tou fu fa~~~
Then, we passed-by a stationery shop, Ichiban.
They were selling mian mian bing (棉棉冰).
It looks like quite nice loh...
Since we can't have our dessert in Snowflake,
So, we just try something new loh~~~
Woah!!!! The mian mian bing is really nice loh...

::My mian mian bing: sour plum + chocolate::

::Mei Siah's mian mian bing: dragon fruit + mango::

*Luan*

Circle again~~

2009-08-27T08:25:00.001+08:00

Jocelyn is going back to her hometown today~
She is Lawriance's friend.
Since she is having summer holiday now.
So she comes to KL to visit her friends then only go back to her hometown.

Again, we went to Circle just now~~
Before that, we had our dinner in Wong Kok Restaurant.
Their food is much more delicious than Kim Gary's one!
I don't want to go Kim Gary anymore :p
'
There was only a few customers in Circle today.
We are biggest and noisiest gang~~~
Woohoo~~~
So, we had the chance to have some 'interaction' with the singers.
Lisa, you get what I meant, right? Wakaka~~~

::Jocelyn.Luan::

::Lisa, your leng lui photo is here::

::你们有夫妻相哦~~::

::Khyne Hanz and Winson::

I want to say thank you to Vincent!!!

Thanks for coming to Vista to fetch me and also sending me back home~

I know it is very troublesome ^^

Anyway, thank you~~~

*Luan*

New passengers in my life train~

2009-08-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

I'm here to blog again...
Yesterday, I was extremely tired!
But I still can hold it ^^

Early in the morning, I went to studio for dance practice.
Wakaka~
I was the first one arrived there although I was late actually.
We didn't learn much new steps that day.
We just polish every step so that our motion will not look messy.
It was very tiring neh~~
Keep repeating the dance steps...
I can feel pain on my knees!
But I think I'll be ok as long as I get enough rest for my knees ^^
Please don't happen anything!
This competition is very important for me~~~
We ended our practice around 12.30pm.
On the way back to Vista,
One of my dancemate, Jason (senior) asked me whether my friends know that I join them (seniors) to take part in the competition or not.
I said,

"They knew it already~ When I told them, most of my friends gave me the same reaction:
OMG! They are seniors leh!! U really join them?"

Jason and Cy were like so shocked that why my friends gave such reaction..
Of course lah..
Because they both are high profile seniors!!!
Especially Cy, he has so many admirers~~~
So, should I feel that I'm the most lucky girl?

::EeLing.Jason.CY.AiLing.Luan.ShiatNee::

I was planning to practice in the evening although my knees were still painful.
Suddenly, my ji mui, Lisa texted me.

"Today is Lawrance's birthday. He asks you whether want to celebrate with us or not. They are going to fetch and send you back later."

Lawrance is one of Lisa's freind.
We met once on Lisa's birthday.
The whole gang still remember me!!!
Come and fetch me somemore?!!
Woah~~~ Make me so surprised and touched ^^

::The birthday guy is surrounded by 7 pretty girls::

::Acts as begger::

::I like this photo::

Something make me shocked happened~~~

Lisa, Woan Teng and I went to toilet on the halfway.

We were chatting while we were doing our 'business'.

I was the first one finished.

When I stepped out from the door, I saw a GUY quickly stood up and ran out from toilet!!!

WTH!!!

He saw everything?!!!

I was so shocked until forgot to chase after him and gave him a few heavy punch!!!

Wang Ba Dan! Chou Ji Dan!!! Damn you lah!!! Kanasai!!!

He thought that every girl take a very long time to finish their business?

No loh!! I'm not...
That monster makes me write rude works in my blog!!!

You better see somemore lah~~

Later your eyes will drop out!!!

I will not pity you!!

But I will laugh at you super duper loudly!!!!

As they promise me,

Vincent, Woan Teng, Lisa, Jocelyn sent me all the way back to Vista.

On the way back to Vista,

Lisa cried suddenly!!!

OMG~~~

What's happen?

The reason is Circle is going to close soon.

They will end their business on 31st of August.

I can fully understand why Lisa cried unstop...

Frankly, we have a lot of memory at that place~

From Halo to Circle, we always go there for yum cha~

It is closing soon!

Where can we go for yum cha next time?

我的生活列车里又多了几位乘客。

他们会在列车里待多久呢？

我希望他们永远出现在我的列车里 ^^

*Luan*

Lisa’s birthday celebration

2009-08-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

I went back to Subang yesterday to celebrate Lisa’s birthday.
Since I’m the only ‘outsider’,
So, I just joined her friends and celebrate together.

::The birthday girl::

When I reached Lisa’s house,
She told me that her friends is going to cook Sarawak Laksa for her as her birthday present!

::Yummy yummY~~~::

OMG~~~ Such a simple, nice and special gift!!!
Honestly, the Sarawak Laksa is really delicious~
The cook is…
Deng... Deng... Deng….

Lawrence *clap*
He claimed that this was his first time preparing laksa.
Our future chef~~~

Then, we went to McDonald.
We sang 4 different version of birthday song.
*Chinese, English, Melayu, Korean*

::Deilicious fruit cake::

We made fun on Lisa as she was the birthday girl.
We asked her to bite out the candle that was inserted deeply into the cake.
Lisa didn’t dare to do it because she scared that we might push her head toward the cake….
Wakaka~~~
Honestly, we didn’t do that.
We don’t want to waste money!

::Drinking real Pepsi?::

After that, that was the time for us, Lisa and I, to ‘pak toh’…
As usual, we went to Circle.
We used to celebrate our birthday at Circle because of the atmosphere in the café.
Lisa was so lucky.
Her favourite café singer was on duty yesterday.
But too bad lah…
He didn’t wish her happy birthday.
It seemed like Lisa was quite disappointed de nie~

This morning, after having breakfast with Lisa and her friends,
I took KTM and LRT to come back here.
I saw many passengers wearing their mask.
Haiz~~~ The number of death keeps increasing now…

Wish all the people around me are always healthy ^^

*Luan*

Subang.. I'm coming~~

2009-08-18T12:08:00.002+08:00

Wakaka...
I'm going to go back to Subang later!!!
I miss there so much
*wink*

I'm not going back there for sia-sia lah...
I'm going back there to celebrate my ji mui, Lisa's birthday!
I promised her that I'll celebrate her!
So, I can't break my promise ^^
I can't plan any surprise for her because her gang of friends are planning something secretly~~
So, whather they plan, I just follow...
As long as I can celebrate with Lisa
*wink wink wink*

I'm looking forward for her birthday celebration~~

*Luan*

他们和我们一样～

2009-08-16T11:19:00.005+08:00

昨天是我和senior们第一次练习跳舞。

能够被CY邀请加入他的组一起参赛，这是我的荣幸 ^^
同时，我也感到有点害怕、担心…
我担心我会连累到大家。
无形中，这种担心和害怕的感觉在我心理上产生了压力。
希望我能将压力化为动力和鼓励！

我不想让CY觉得他找错人!!!
I’ll do my very best!!!

第一次的练习，我们大概练了五个小时。
但是我还是不能熟记全部的舞步!!!
只是记得前三个八拍!
OMG~~~ LA Hip Hop不是闹着玩的咯~
我现在才知道Irony的舞步根本不算什么!!!

CY一直安慰说，
第一次练习可以练到这样的程度，已经算不错了～
我要做得更好^^

之后，我们一起到庙街茶餐厅吃午餐。
除了我的OO们，我还没试过和senior吃饭捏…
第一次和seniors混在一起后，我问我自己：

谁说high profile seniors很难相处？

他们就像朋友酱，可以跟你有说有笑，无所不谈 ^^
我也没想过我会有机会和他们打成一片啊~

这可能就是所谓的机缘吧…

*Luan*

神奇的动力

2009-08-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

无意中，我知道了我朋友的一个秘密。
那不是一个见不得光的秘密，
而是一个值得保留的回忆~~~

之后，我回想了一会儿…
我的朋友- 她为了想拉近和他之间的距离，
为了想和他拥有同样的嗜好，
她竟然可以为了他而去学跳舞。
她向我讨教，我当然义不容辞啦!!!
那么我呢？

我曾经有没有为了自己喜欢的男生而努力过呢？
答案是没有~~~

当我告诉我朋友们我喜欢某个男生时，她们都会说:

“哎哟! 告诉他！主动点啦！”

但是每次，我都会回复说:

“一切顺其自然，随缘吧~”

我的朋友们都会被我的回应气得没话说 :p

身为单身贵族的我仍然相信缘分这玩意儿 ^^
因此，总有一天，
爱神丘彼特一定会将那个真正属于我的他带来我身边，
让他照顾、保护我一辈子~~~

*Luan*

Cruel~~~

2009-08-09T16:49:00.003+08:00

We, BM109 went to Ti-Ratana yesterday as our Charity Home Visit.
That is an orphanage which is located in Salak Selatan.
They are so happy to see us.
Some of the children say hi or call us 'jie jie' and 'go go' ^^
Some of them, maybe feel paiseh, sit down quietly...
They are cute, active, friendly and obedient!
One of our coursemate, Marvin wore a T-shirt with a Superman logo on it.
When those kids saw it, they all ran toward him and held him very tight!
"Superman! Superman!"
"Can you fly?"
Those kids really don't let Marvin to move until we said we are going to perform magic for them..
All of us laughed at Marvin non-stop!!!
Wakaka~~~
Then, some of them performed some dancing for us.
OMG!!!
Don't look down on little kids!!!
They can dance very well! Even break dance!!!

After that, we distributed present to them.
They are so excited when receiving gift from us~
When they are having their lunch, that was the time we said goodbye to them~~

::Taken by Victoria::

::My little angel, Victoria::

孩子是上天赐给我们的礼物。

他们每个人都有权利拥有一个简单又幸福的家庭。

看着那些天真无邪的孩子们露出灿烂的笑容，

我心想：为何世上有这么残忍的人呢？

难道他们是出于无奈才抛弃自己的亲骨肉吗？

就算出于无奈，

难道他们不知道该为自己的所作所为负责任吗？

当我开心地跟他们玩耍时，

我的心感到一阵阵的酸，一阵阵的痛~~~

*Luan*

Non-stop busying!

2009-08-07T08:50:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
Who say Uni life is for you to goyang kaki?
Bull shit lah!!!
Everyday, the lecture starts at 8 or 9 am and end at 6.15pm.
If I'm lucky, there will be 2-3 hours break time.
Although I'm busy, I still manage to squeeze some time to join some activities.

Yesterday, I went for a Tzu Ching Welcome Party.
That was a great party because it is quite meaningful for me.
There is no game.. Just a little bit ice-breaking game.
We watched some inspiring movie.
We shared our opinion at the end of the activity.
No sweating! No shouting!
I like this kind of party~~~

Anyway, thanks to all the committees who prepare this welcome party for us.
I heard from one of the committee that she couldn't sleep well because she was busy with those preparation everyday in week~
Kasihannya~~
What I can say is:
Seniors, you all did very well~~~
*Clap*

*Luan*

Learning first aid

2009-08-01T15:50:00.007+08:00

I attended the first aid class just now.
The attendance is compulsory.
However, it seems like not all the July intake students attend that session.
First, they gave a short briefing.
It was like something theory.
Then, we went for the practical session.
They taught us about those bandaging, type of wounds, type of bleeding, type of fractures and transportation.
Actually, I learnt all these thingi when I was in secondary school.
So, I was not that blur when they were teaching.
All thanks to my ex-St. John seniors^^
Although I don’t like them because of the signature hunting during the intensive camp

During lunchtime, we, Melissa, Hui Yee, Mei Man, Vnice and I went to Pizza Hut.
We ate, we chatted, we took pictures ^^

::Frm left: Melissa,Vnice,MeiMan.YenLuan::

::Luan n Hui Yee::

All of us never try their pasta before.
So, we ordered a plate of pasta.
OMG!!!
Their food presentation is extremely lousy loh!!!
The spaghettis should be placed nicely on the plate lah~~~
Haiz….

::Speechless~~~::

*Luan*

Going to lose?

2009-07-31T17:06:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
Last year punya Champion of the singing competition,Georgen takes part in the competition again!
Oh no!!!

I heard he sang before...
I can't deny that his voice is super duper nice loh!!!
He has the same standard as those famous singers...
Perhaps he is better than some of them~~~

There is another guy, who is talent in singing, takes part in the coming competition too!
He is my OO, Ming Joon.
His voice is also nice loh~~~

See lah...
That's why I said I'm going to be kicked out in the first round!

No matter how, I'll try my very best!

God bless me~~~

*Luan*

Busy, busy and BUSY!!!

2009-07-29T08:31:00.003+08:00

Finally, I upload my blog again..,
Just finished my orientation activities,
I'm need to busy with my study.
My timetable is so packed!
And, I heard from our seniors that this will happen until Semester 3!!!
OMG~~~
Help me!!!

There are many differences in the way of studying in university.
No more spoon-feeding...
And my uni now is introducing a new learning method which is called e-learning.
The lecturers will upload their lecture notes to the e-learning website.
Then everytime before you go for class, we need to go through their notes first.
During the class, that is the time for us to ask them questions if we have.
It means that the lectures don't need to teach us???
Some of the students couldn't adapt to it.
So, they make some complains to Dr. Kang...
No matter how troublesome those complains are, he manages to settle it...
Wakaka~~~
Frankly, e-learning is also something new to me.
However, I need to force myself to get used to that system.
It really works but the result can't be seen now...

I'm going to take part in the singing competition which is organised by Chinese Society.
At first, I have the thought to take part but I don't dare to get the registraton form.
Then, one of my OO passed the form to me.
This is my second time taking part in singing competition.
I already got a lot of support!!!
My will becomes stronger now!!!

Will I be nervous?
Will I forget the lyric halfway?

The mic testing will be held on next tuesday.
Semi-final: next Wednesday
Final: 10th of August
My A-Level result will be released on 10th of August too!!!
OMG!!!
Cham lah!!!
Anyway, if I can get into final stage,
I think I'll be super duper STRESSED!!!

*Luan*

Over~~~

2009-07-25T21:02:00.003+08:00

I miss the orientation weeks!!!
It was tiring but I gain a lot of experience during that 2 weeks.
I get to know many friends.
We eat together...
We laugh together...
We play together...
We work together...
We sweat together...
I know that we still can meet up in the future.
Perhaps that we will have our own free time to meet up and yum cha together.

I want to thank to our super duper great OOs!
Hazel
Li Xian
Ming Joon
Jenny

Thanks for accompanying us along the way...

Without them, we just like the wooden blocks floating on the sea~~~

Last but not least...
All the members in Champion!!!
Fabian aka the leader
Melissa
Lian Fen
Yen Yen
Jo Ann
Hui Yee aka sakai
Shu Pyng
Amelia
Fazli
Opps... And me ^^
We are the best!
although we didn't get any prize
The most important is we have the fate to be friend!

::Our group model: Melissa and Fazli::

::Our OO, Ming Joon is performing!::

::Ichigo and Mayuri::

*Luan*

Champion! RockZzz!!!

2009-07-21T14:08:00.002+08:00

The performance is over!!!
Our group, The Champion had done our super best!!!
The clapping and the shouting are the evidences to show that we are the BEST!
Our OO's are proud of us..
I'm proud of my group members..
And also, I'm proud of myself~
By the way, I forgot three dance steps... Paiseh lah~
Hope that there is nobody know that =.=

I want to thank the one who choose this song for our group.
And give me a chance to be a choreographer once ^^
Want to see our performance?
I'll upload it to my blog as well as my facebook once I get the video from OO.

Irony by Wonder Girls...
I'll always remember this song ^^

*Luan*

Orientation week...

2009-07-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

These few days, I was quite busy with the orientation activities.
Officially, the signature hunting was over on last Friday.
We have done our best to complete the task!
Left the performance needed to be prepared.
Also our group flag and costume
Our group is going to dance.
Yeah~~
Dancing is my favourite!!!
Hehe...
This is my honour to be their choreographer ^^
We just finished practising all the dancesteps just now!
I'm extremely happy!!!

::Discussing the design of the group flag::

::Our leader, Fabian was too tired after pratising::

看到组员们专心、耐心地

将所有的舞步一一地背起、熟记起来，

我真的觉得超感动的~~~

无论有多么的累，他们还是会坚持到底!

这是我第一次当舞蹈老师...

我知道我的舞技并不好，我真怕我不能胜任~~

但是，有了senior们在精神上给予的支持，

组员们的意志力，

我知道我一定能做到的!

真的... 我做到了~~~

Let's pray for my group~

Hope that we, Champion can present a nice performance tomorrow...

*Luan*

First day in IMU

2009-07-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

Everyone asks me…
“How was feeling during the first day in university?”

Honestly, I was quite bored~
Listening to those speeches given by the President of IMU, deans…
And bla bla bla bla~
There is only one event, which I found that it is quite special…
Lighting the Lamp Ceremony- The Nightingale Pledge by nursing students
It has been a tradition in IMU to welcome the Health Science students.

In the evening, I went for the orientation briefing.
They divide us into 16 groups.
Each group has five to six OO (Orientation Office) to take care and guide them.
I’m in Group 15 and my group name is Champion.
After getting a name, then we need some cheering…
Wakaka…
I suggest the cheering that I used in Convent last time~~~

Sitting on the grandstand,
Kicking on the tin cans,
Who can? We can!
Nobody else can!
Oh~~~ Champion!

Next week, there will be more and more activities are waiting for us.
Among the tasks, the task that I HATE the MOST is…
Getting seniors’ signature!!!
OMG~ I hate it!!!
Don’t know those seniors will ask you to what in order to get their PRECIOUS signature~
SWT lah =.=”

Anyway, I’m looking forward for the station games.

*Luan*

The day before Uni life starts

2009-07-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

Last night, I could sleep very well.

Maybe I was too tired~
This week is my duty week.
So, I woke up early in this morning to do housework.
Haiz… No more housekeepers help me to clean the house loh…
Luckily, my mum has been teaching me to do housework since I was young.
Thank you, my beloved Mummy~

I met another housemate today.
Let me take about my housemates to you all~
Shi Yee and Kah Ye are taking nursing now.
They are pretty ^^
My roommate, Yi Ning is also taking nursing.
She is in the same intake as me.
And she is from JB too!
Haha… She is also a pretty girl.
Alice, our big sister is just like our mother.
She is so mother-looked ^^

I’m glad that some of my ex-classmates are also studying in IMU and staying in same block as me~
Just now, I went out for dinner with Leay Ying.
She is taking psychology.
As I said before, it is very difficult to find a restaurant like in Ridzuan or Asia Café around the place that I’m staying now.
All are Mamak stalls…
If you don’t mind, you can have your every meal in Mamak stall.
But, I think, after few weeks, you will be bored~
Before I came to Bukit Jalil, I brought a lot of food along with me.
Such as instant noodles, mee sua, biscuits, canned food, cereal…
I know I can go out and da bao, but eating outside too often is not good for health.
Luckily, there is a stove in my unit.
Maybe, I can go out with my housemates to buy some vegetables and ingredients once a week.

Going to enter IMU as IMU student officially tomorrow~
How is my feeling now?

*Luan*

Finally...

2009-07-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

Finally, I reached Bukit Jalil.
I will stay at here for one and a half years.
Maybe three years?
Perhaps I can just stay for one and a half years~

This morning, I planned to play badminton with my younger brother.
But, it was raining.
So, I changed my plan and guide him to revise his study.
OMG~~
His exam is coming soon…
Hope that he can get high score in his every paper.

After our lunch, I sent my younger brother to tuition center.
On the way, I gave him a ‘speech’.
Wakaka… I just reminded him something…
Before he got down from the car, as usual, we said bye to each other.
When I was looking at his back, my tear started coming out…
Unconsciously….
I just couldn’t control myself…

Honestly, this is my first time~

*Luan*

Journey is going to start again...

2009-07-10T11:40:00.004+08:00

我想: 我应该休息够了。该是时候提起精神，收起放假的心情，认真、勇敢地面对挑战和考验。我时常说，未来是未知数。我不能看到未来，所以只能处于stand-by的状态。

有谁不希望自己的一生充满色彩，事事顺心，平步青云，没有烦恼、压力呢？我也希望啊~

过去的一年半里，我的生活里经常出现变化。有时候，我真的觉得好累哦~ 特别是当你要为某件事做出选择的时候。你完全无法知道你所做的选择后的结果。那可能是个能改变你的一生的选择; 那也可能是个让你一蹶不振的选择... 无论是好结果，还是坏结果，那都是你自己得负责任的选择! 对我而言，假如我做错了选择，我已经习惯性地将它视为老天爷送给我的礼物。礼物? 会不会形容得太好听啊? 在拆那些礼物的当儿，我伤心、沮丧过，甚至有过放弃的念头... 与其自甘堕落，不如赏自己两巴掌，让自己哭过后再站起来。虽然那些礼物无法令我开心，可是它却让我成长了不少...

I'm going to leave my sweet sweet home and going to start my Uni. I know it will be an interesting event in my life. However, at the same time, I feel a bit unease.

Anyway, I'll try my best ^^
I know my beloved friends and family will always be there to support me~~~

*Luan*

Meeting with my lao peng you~~~

2009-07-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to CS to meet my secondary classmates.
Kuan Shuen aka Miss Potato

and

Sze Ung aka Rabbit

They are studying Form 6 now...

It seems like studying Form 6 is very tough!

Studying A-Level is also not that relxing loh~

We had our lunch in Summer.

It have been quite a long time I didn't eat the Summer food.

We chatted a lot!

We talked about Convent...

Those HOT news happened in Convent...

We talked about our ex-classmates...

We talked about our recent life...

We talked about those who don't like punya gossip...

I know we shouldn't do that~

We talked about our future...

We chatted for 3 hours then went back home.

Just now, I went to Jusco to meet my another 2 friends.

Yuin Bing and Zong Ying

Although we seldom meet with each other,

We can still talk a lot!!!

I think this is what we call...

FRIENDS~~~

::感谢你请我喝下午茶::

::宗莹, I still rmb your Mandarin name::

::Nice pose^^::

When will be our next gathering~

分开总是为了下次的相聚...

*Luan*

First try~

2009-07-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

I went to cut my hair in the morning.
I also forced Swen to cut her hair too...
Finally, I won...
Yeah~~~
After she cut her hair...
"OMG!!! How come my hair become so short?!!"
She kept nagging...
Haiz... better don't ask her to cut her hair next time~~

Just now, I helped my mum to make agar-agar.
Usually, she makes the plain one.
This time, we made the special agar-agar...
Ada layer punya o...
Dragon fruit + Carrot

::Be careful neh~~~::

Yeah!!! Done....
Then, we kept it in refrigerator...

After our dinner, we had the agar-agar as our dessert.
Qiang... Qiang... Qiang....
The layers and colours look so nice...
Wakaka~~~

::Try to do differnt colour next time::

::Yummy yummy yummY::

::Open your mouth big big lah::

*Luan*

Become 'driver' again~

2009-07-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, I was wake up by my mum.
After having my breakfast, I sent my mum and di di to clinic.
Then, I went to car workshop to fetch my dad.
After that, we went back to fetch my mum and di di...
But when we reached there, they were still waiting for their turn...
Haiz... I stayed in the car and wait.. wait.. wait..

During lunch time, we went to a restaurant in Kolam Air.
The most famous food in Kolam Air~~~

It is not that spicy.
That's why I'm able to eat...

At night, we went to Tesco.
Swen wanted to buy a dress for her coming graduation ball.
She is so picky...
Luckily, she found a dress that she likes so much...
Actually, I spot that dress ^^ Wakaka~~

*Luan*

Driving licence

2009-07-03T12:40:00.001+08:00

I went to renew my driving licence yesterday.
That was my first time been JPJ.

First round I went there, I couldn’t make it.
Because I did bring my photo along.
So, I went to a photo shop to take photo.
Then, I went to JPJ for the second round.
I took a number, sat down and waited for my turn.

“Miss, your licence hasn’t expired yet.
If you want to renew today, it can only last for ONE YEAR.
So, I suggest that you renew your licence tomorrow.”

WTH!!!
What kind of rule is that?!!
I’m really pissed of loh!!!

Just now, I went to JPJ again.
Finally, I’ve done it.
Luckily, the JPJ is just located in my housing area~
If not, I’m forced to waste my time and PETROL!!!

Finally...
NO MORE 'P'!!!
Wakaka~~~

*Luan*

Chef and Car Cleaner

2009-07-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

Hey, Yap Yen Luan…
Don’t you think that you are too enjoying your
holidays?
Want to become a PIG?
Wake up lah! Do something else!
Except
helping your mummy do some housework!

I really did something for my family.

Yesterday, I made 3 types of fruit juice for them ^^
Type 1: Apple + Pear
Type 2: Kiwi + Pear
Type 3: Dragon fruit + Orange

Wakaka~
You will think that…
What kind of combination is that?
Hehehe…
But, the taste of those fruit juices is so nice and unique.
I drank most of the fruit juice.

Just now,
After sending my little sister to her tuition class,
I helped my daddy to wash his car.
Its size is quite big but I already used to it.
Because whenever I’m free, I’ll wash it automatically…
I’m a good girl? Kind of lah~~~

::Concrete evidence::

I think I should cari more stuffs to do!
So that, I can use my time wisely ^^
The question is:
What should I do?
Any suggestion?

*Luan*