Is that me?

When it started?

Should I continue or stop?

What should I do for this moment?

那将会是我生命里的主题曲，还是暂时性的小插曲?

我只明白: 希望越大, 失望越大~~~

I just want to know...

*Luan*

被唤醒的回忆

不知不觉，我们的结局也发生了一段日子...

十个月又三天...

在回宿舍的途中，朋友问起我的过去式。

我很惊讶~~~

我竟然能平静地说出我们曾经拥有过的一切。

一滴眼泪都没流...

我想: 我真的彻底放开他了。
只要想起他当时的反应和他现在的一切，
我就不后悔当初做出的选择~~~

谢谢你曾经给过我的回忆...

*Luan*

Am I?

我到底怎么了？

我在做什么？

是因为感觉惹的祸吗？

这感觉是对的吗?

*Luan*

Sweet sweet homE~~

Finally, I reached my sweet sweet home!
*whee*
Actually, I reached JB yesterday evening.
Before that, I went to a camp.
It was a useful, interesting and meaningful camp~

As usual, once I just reached JB, my daddy sure will bring us out for dinner.
We went to StoneGrill again~
This is my first meal in JB...
*yummy!!!*

::Prawn and Lamb::

This morning, my youngest brother was so nice!
He volunteered to help mum to mop the floor.
But, mopping seems like a quite hard job for him nah~
So, my daddy mopped with him...
Attn: My daddy didn't mop the floor quite long le loh~

::CheeseZzz::

::双抹合拼::

Home is always the paradise~

*Luan*

蓝色的九月

昨天一早, 当我起床时,
发现外面正下着绵绵细雨...
有种让人不想起床的感觉~
起床后的我突然觉得很down。
我不知道我是怎么了...
或许是因为那另人陷入忧郁的天气吧~~~

我的九月...
一个充满忙碌、伤感、不舍、心事重重的月份~
Agnes去了印度深造...
我的室友的男朋友去了俄罗斯读书...
我的小房间更是blue~
功课接二连三地向我冲着来!
它们的脚步好快，我也不能怠慢...
唯有咬紧牙关跟它们比赛~

"Yen Luan, why you are so emo recently? This is not you!"

这个问题让我有点愣住了...
了解我的朋友应该都知道我很情绪化...
尽管如此，我只想说:

“人生其实就好像跷跷板。
当你掉到最低的时候，
之后将会是你反弹高升的时候。
当你升起来时，
你就会忘记之前的失落。。。”

Waiting for my rainbow to appear~~~

*Luan*

什么东东!!!

After finished my practical, I went to have my lunch with Li Ting and Vnice.
As usual, I ate the economic rice.
*That is the only food that I think I'll feel full after eating it*
I asked for small amount of rice...
That is my habit >_<
Then, I took the dishes...
This was my lunch~~~

It seems like very delicious, right?
And the nutrition is also ngam ngam...
Carbohydrates...
Proteins..
Fibres...
Vitamins...
Don't worry!!!
It costed very cheap~~~

RM 6.80!!!!!!

Cheap?!!! Your head lah!!!

I only took FOUR dishes~~~
I really want to make complain to the Student Services!!!
*Credit for them: the dishes are quite delicious*

I miss the economic rice in Asia Cafe so much~

*Luan*

Life after that~

Finally, the competiton is over.
So, there is no more dance practice.
Suddenly, I feel that something is missing in my life~

Time to study now!
I can see a lot of class tests are saying "Hi" to me =_=

"Can I just ignore you all?"

"We dare you! :p"

Haiz~~~
I really need to settle down now.
I still have two practical reports and one 800-words-essay haven't done yet!
There will be another FOUR practical sessions on next week!
OMG~~~ I'm going to faint >_<
It seems like there is no end~~~

::Miss the moment with Masquerade::

feeling stressed now~

*Luan*

Masquerade did it ^^**

We win in the GO MAD Dancing Competition!!!
Let's cheer for us!!!
*cheer*
I ♥ Masquerade~~~

This is my first time took part in dancing competition.
And I got the glory...
It is not only my hardwork but ours!!!
Because of Masquerade, I got it~
是你们让我有机会拥有这份喜悦和满足感 ^^

Friends, thanks for your support and shouting~
I really appreciate it ^^

丽莹，你的那番话真的激励了我不少。
没想到我的努力竟然能让你感动~~~
没错! 我真的很努力、认真地想做到最好...
我想: 我做到了。

Cy, 你没有选错人^^
Hope that I didn't disappoint you...
I know that you might not see this post.
I rather hope that you will not see it or you will say that what I said is very 肉麻...
Please lah... Those are my 真心话~~
Cy, I would like to thank you again for bringing me and become part of Masquerade.
Jason, thanks for suggesting my name to Cy.
If not, Cy won't get me ^^

这一切都是我们的缘分~~~

*Luan*

Friends, I'm sorry~~

I just completed my statistics project just now.
After handing in the project to Dr. Nadeem, I feel so relief...
But somehow, I feel so guilty~

I lost my temper in front of my group members!!!
I didn't shout at them...
I was just threw my things on the table (not that strong lah!)
All the Microsoft Word's fault lah!
Make me so annoyed and pissed off!!!
And I forgot to bring the questionnaire forms.
So, I was forced to go back home and take it.
Before that, I already went back home once to get my transcript of my A-Level result.
I'm supposed to submit it to the Admin Office after I got it.
However, I'm quite busy with many stuffs and I almost forgot about it!
I know that busy is not a excuse!!!
But, I'm really tired~~~

And also the printers in E-labs and library!!!
When you want to use it emergency, they always can't function at all!!!
WTH~~~~
Then, I went to Leay Ying's house to use her printer.
I feel so paiseh loh...
丽莹，幸好还有你 ^^

Friends, I know that you all have done very well for your part respectively.
I shouldn't lose my temper in front of you guys.
I'm really sorry~~~

*Luan*

Back to origin...

I'm really tired now...
All I want now is...
Give me some proper rest~~~

I want to have proper sleeping time.
I want to sleep and wake up early.
I want to dance but at the same time, I'm able to take care of my study.
So far, I still manage to do that...
I don't want to fall asleep during any lecture.
I don't eye bags.
I don't want to finish any assignment or project at the very last minute.

大学的生活很新鲜、有趣^^
每天一定会有不同的生活乐谱...
不用过着像以前的求学生活:
上学，放学，回家，补习，吃饭，洗澡，做功课，睡觉~~~

但是，我何尝不想慢下来，
让自己轻松一下呢?
Cy上个星期才问我是否开始感到压力了。
我还很轻松地说:"Semenster 1而已，还没酱快啦!"
怎么知道，压力在这个星期成了不速之客~~~

所谓: 既来之，则安之。
既然它想挑战我，那么我就奉陪到底!
看是你无情，还是我意志力强 :p
你有的是杀伤力，
我有的是家人的鼓励，朋友的陪伴和Masquerade的精神!!!

别但心，我才不会这么快就倒下...
我只是想要...
休息~~~

*Luan*

Getting closer~

We, BM109 went to Port Dickson Beach just now.
Don't think that we are so free that having extra time to relax.
We went there because we need to collect different species of algae for tomorrow experiment.
Tissue culture experiment!!!
It sounds very interesting neh~~

I have been studying in IMU about one and a half months.
And my first class test will be held on next Thursday :(
Uni life is really different from last time...
And I prefer Uni study life although it is quite tiring.
The most important is I'm part of Masquerade!!!
Apart of these, I noticed that we, BM109 are getting closer and closer~
I'm quite happy to see that ^^

::Celebrating September babies' birthday::

::BM109 female batch representative, Pui Yee::

::We are BM109~~~::

::The most hyperactive girl in BM109, Jennifer::

::Playing beach ball in the sunny day::

Hope that we will have more and more sweet memory~~~

*Luan*

New appearance*

Finally, my blog got its new cloth already!
But, I still want to add somthing on it.
It seems like very empty neh~~~
Never mind!!
When I'm free, I'll decorate my new blogskin ^^

I'm going to Port Dickson Beach tomorrow!!!
We are going to play crazily but that is not our main purpose...
We, BM109 is going there to collect some algae which will be used for our experiment.
Initially, we still have english class after coming back from Port Dickson.
However, our English lecturer, Miss Sheba is so kind that to let us postpone the class!!
Yeah!!!
We are going to enjoy extremely tomorrow~~~
Just see how MAD we can be!

I'm going to have dance practice straight away come back from Port Dickson ^^
OMG~~~
I guess I'll be super tired tomorrow...
But never mind lah~~~
As long as I enjoy happily ^^

*Luan*